wishesfreedom
valentine ~ valentine ~ lalalalalala ~*jumps n dance around like a fool.
can u feel the mood ?? love is in the air. LOL
i'm just kidding....i'm not that crazy yet. xD just YET.
prepared the gift for ur partner ?
i'm doin...no ! i did ! xD
wat's that.....shhhhhhhh.....SECRET :X
keke....but i tink he knew what i get him :( how miserable.
i got myself into erm....a packet of glitter while preparing the gift... :X whoops.
the table, floor, chair, my face, my shirt, hands....basically EVERYWHERE.
i noe...i'm clumsy. *heads down facing the floor

spent time cleaning up n mixing a newly bought glue that's watery sticky type n mixed the glitters together :D
bad news, i wrote a piece of note....more to a lovey dovey note....and, i LOST it. :S
i can't find it....i searched everywhere....up n down, left n right. EVERYWHERE.
but i just don't seem to find it. crap ! it better disappear and never appear anywhere again ....if not, when someone sees this especially aunty n gor gor....i would be like DEAD MEAT.
u won't see the adorable, bubbly n forever KIND sin yee anymore. :X *perasan-ing
hope he will like wat i prepared although it was simple...and NOT SO NICE :(
hey ! at least i spent time D.I.Y them myself. *getting defensive.
sobs.....my first valentine gone....argh ! all because of u ----- CNY !

i missed u ;)

wishesfreedom
to my dearest valentine,

your sorrow wails.
your songs that might sometime gets over pitched.
your jokes that might gets too cold.
it's all your little imperfections that made it perfect for me.
although termed imperfect, to me, you will always be perfected by those beautiful imperfections.
you are that of what matters.
thank you for being through all these days with me.
i
♥ u.

love, amy.
wishesfreedom
random shots of the day. my very messy accessories box.

"thanks" to the government. u just MADE my day *roll eyes.
damn. they can really MAKAN money u noe....in a like extreme mode ?
now i have to pay another 300 + bucks for the kastam tax money thing !
f*ck.
can't they tell one shot earlier ? i could have sent back the phone there....
life sucks now. NO, they SUCK !
summore gets yelling from aunty !! ( SHE SUCKS AS WELL ) *damn pissed
went to shop at 1U with han today. for his new year's clothes :D
manage to grab two casual T's and a three quarter shorts.

the bill.

♥ my oyster mee sua :D

the XXL Crispy Chicken ~

yummy soya :)

walk around and had food at Shih Lin. it was my first time eating there and the food was YUMMY :)
loves their Oyster Mee Sua n XXL Crispy Chicken. xD
ok, those food n eatin with my babe cheered me up. if not i will probably be throwing tantrum !
ugh !
din manage to help cui buy platforms, she slept when i called back.
din manage to watch movie cuz all 6 something. wat a day ~ no tooth fairy for me :'(
but luckily got to stick together with han. ;)
asked random questions today.....something's got into me.
and....i forgot what i planned to write....so buhbye ~ xD
wishesfreedom

SIGNS U SHOULD DUMP YOUR GUY.

1) you felt easily annoyed by him and can't stand the very sight of him.

2) you are constantly making excuses for his mistakes and attitude.

3) he doesn't make you smile anymore.

4) you're embarrassed to introduce him.

5) he doesn't keep his word.

6) he doesn't broaden your horizons.

7) he repeatedly puts you down.

8) he no longer considers your feelings.

9) you keep secrets from him.

10) he doesn't tell you about important things.

11) his little bad habits makes your blood boil.

12) you feel trapped.

13) he loves to flirts around.

SNAPPY COMEBACKS FOR SINGLES.

When your aunt asks why you still haven’t settled down, turn up the sarcasm with these one-liners.

“Why aren’t you married yet?”
“I’d rather be happily single than unhappily married.”

“I bet you’re just too fussy.”
“Indeed! I’m sure the answer to all my problems is to lower my standards and go out with a loser.”

“How long have you been single for now?”
“Still not long enough to find that question any less irritating.”

“Don’t worry, you probably just haven’t met the right man yet.”
“Don’t you worry, I’m having plenty of fun looking.”

“You won’t find someone until you stop looking!”
“Perhaps I should get two red-hot pokers and shove them in my eyes, shall I? That will surely make me so much more attractive to the menfolk.”

“I’m sure men are just intimidated by your success/beauty/intelligence/biting wit.”
“Obviously, this is my fault for being too good! I’m always turning down guys for being too successful, hot, smart and funny.”

if all these fails, just hold your tongue.

TIPS ON MAINTAINING RELATIONSHIP.

1) tell her you love her - woman needs security. just send her these three simple words via sms and you've just succeeded on plastering a smile on her face. it's heart warming when your partner sees this.

2) be flexible - if you've got a partner who loves different cuisine from you ? instead of telling her what type of cuisine u wanted, suggest it to her that both of you'll have your fav cuisine next week and now you'll have her's.

3) surprise her - what can i say ? women actually love surprises. it doesn't have to cost much. a simple caring act like preparing her food or buying it and delivering it to her so that she won't starve would be good enough :)

4) apologize - you know it's your fault. apologize and make sure she accepts it then move on after that. you won't lose face by doing so. time to wake up.

5) trust - one of the most important things in a relationship. make sure you don't lie to her.

6) communicate well - she did not have the ability to read minds. so, speak up. tell her what u actually meant before she misinterprets it !

7) appreciate and respect each other - appreciate what she's done for you. thank her for doing you something. respect her ideas because your ideas are worth as mush as her ideas.

8) patience - it takes time to get along. everyone's different, so are your likes n dislikes compared to her's.

9) listen - be a good listener. do i still have to elaborate much on this ?

10 ) remember the dates - anniversaries and birthdays are important. prepare something special and make her day :)

WAYS TO MAKE A GIRL SMILE.

1) tell her she's beautiful.

2) hold her hand at any moment. even if it's just for a second.

3) hug her from behind.

4) Never EVER hang out with your ex when she's not with you. you might not realize how badly it hurts her.

5) if you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her. let her know she's yours and they aren't.

6) write her notes or call her just to say her. this actually express on how much you missed her and how much u missed her voice. she might say you're silly or something but, trust me, deep down she's smiling.

7) introduce her to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND.

8) play with her hair.

9) pick her up *she loves it.

10) get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.

11) make her laugh.

12) let her fall asleep in your arms.

13) if she's mad at you, kiss her.

14) if you care about her, tell her.

15) treat her the same around your friends and as you do when both of you were alone.

16) look in her eyes and smile.

17) hang out with her on weekends.

18) kiss her for NOTHING. just because you love to do it.

19) remember her birthday and get her something. even if it's simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it meant all the world to her.

20) when she gets you something on special occasions, take it and tell her you love it. ( even if you don't, it'll make her happy )

21) recognize the small things in her life, it usually meant a lot to them.

22) don't hug friends who are girls, she'll feel left out.

23) hang out with her whenever you're free. that's like a DUH ~

24) if you care about her, quit talking and start showing !

THINGS THAT A GIRL WANTS BUT WILL NOT ASK FOR.

1) touch her waist.

2) talk to her.

3) share secrets with her.

4) give her your jacket.

5) kiss her slowly and passionately.

6) hug her from behind around the waist.

7) hold her.

8) laugh with her.

9) invite her somewhere.

10) hangout with her and your friends.

|| go on, keep reading. ||

11) smile with her.

12) take pictures with her.

13) pull her onto your lap.

14) when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back.

15) when her friend says i love her more than you, deny it, fight back and hug her tight so she cannot get to her friends. it makes her feels being loved.

16) always hug her and say i love you whenever you sees her.

17) kiss her unexpectedly.

18) hug her.

19) tell her she's beautiful.

20) let her know she's your one and only.

21) tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.

22) if it seems like there's something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means that SHE DOESN'T WANNA TALK ABOUT IT - so, just hug her. when she felt like she's ready to be telling you, she'll pour it out.

23) make her feel loved.

24) kiss her in front of other girls you know.

25) they might deny it, but they actually like and kinda want you to tickle them.

26) do not lie to her.

27) do not cheat on her.

28) take her anywhere she wants.

29) text her or call her in the morning wishing her to have a good day at work or school, and telling her how much u miss her.

30) be there for her whenever she needs, or even when she doesn't need so she'll know that she can count on you.

|| are you still reading this ? because this is important ||

31) hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.

32) when you are alone, hold her close and kiss her.

33) kiss her on the cheek ( it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her )

34) while both of you were watching movie, put your arm around her and she'll automatically put her head on your shoulder. lean in, and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35) don't ever tell her to leave, even JOKINGLY or act like you're mad. if she's upset, comfort her.

36) when people diss her, stand up for her.

37) when walking next to each other, hold her hand.

38) when you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

39) call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.

40) comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.

41) take her for long walks at night.

42) always remind her how much you love her.

43) sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.


wishesfreedom

surgery succeeded ~ i'ma surgeon !! :) yay ~ haha....kidding, just a dissection i just made it sounds GREATER. :X

can u see the aorta ? :D

here's the chicken heart pic as promised in the previous post :)

healthy poor chicken heart being slaughtered....i mean, dissect :P keke

here's the pic of me holding the chicken's heart as promised ;)

CNY coming = ang pao coming !!! :D
cheers n sobs at the same time cuz it's on Valentine's....couldn't celebrate with my babe ! ugh !!! *bang wall
never mind, with him, everyday is valentine :)
ok, ok....i better stop being mushy....i noe u felt like throwing up. but please, don't puke here ;)
crappy crap, phone hasn't reach !!! iish....i knew it ! kena tipu once again....BE PATIENT SIN YEE...*tryin to calm down myself....

sze din come skool :(
i missed u :)
went library today durin chem....cuz most students went for seminar....had so much fun chattin n laughing....xD
we're all discussing on Jia Sern's sticker ( Ms.Tang sticked a star sticker ) haha....how cute ?
then we're all talking bout how to write the eng report ms.tang gave us... after like 2 periods, lim chee n jia sern oni started with to, from, date n title ! xD LOL. talked too much....xD
being the defensive jia sern explained that at least he wrote three words more than lim chee.
lol... really 3 SHORT WORDS. :x
they're all arguing on how the startin of the report should be... one week ago change to two weeks, then four n three then a month before....then back to two....lol....kept changing...

we're all being "scientific" while writing the report....saying in the essay, there should be aim...
like : determining whether ur neighbour is insane.
then we had problem statement, hypothesis, crazy inference, variables n procedure n stuff ! xD
how the neighbour react is the mv, n the rv is jia sern's reactions...cv is the window n door open or close....xD ( got related geh meh ?? ) damn cute lor...
hypothesis proven and...
conclusion, my neighbour is insane ! lol.
zi qian even encouraged jia sern to write tis way ! saying, "你敢敢写啦, 没有东西的。。。"
lol, never expect that....sounds like he's positive teacher won't scold....jia sern even state that after the whole report being written like that....
teacher will praise him ! xD
say gud student.....this is how i want a report to be....science student is suppose to write like that one....LOL !! xD

ran out second time just to pass han this n a basket of mandarin oranges...xD

muahahahah....let u eat fat fat ! :P

walked out twice today, cuz second time went to pass han marinated barbecued pork n mandarin oranges ;)
for CNY.
enjoy :D
ok, as new year is approaching, i shall wish all of u in advance ;)
" have a year of good luck n prosperity ! of health n of joy ! :D "
p.s : wishes u gets lotsa ang pao too !
i've just read han's aunt blog today....it was about the passing away of her loved ones....
it was indeed, a touching story...
on how his life....how difficult he worked so hard to support his family....
i teared up, ok....i'm the easy tear up type of girl ! *tis is feminine n normal ok....
i felt so sad for the wife of the deceased.
she just went in the hall, and there it is....still silence...
she walked down the hallway, comin towards her husband's picture n touched it tenderly.
whispering something unheard. but i bet it was about his husband.
can u feel it ? i totally felt like i'm in it when i read that part....n tears started to roll down my cheeks.

so silently, the ones she loved had gone.
she wished to turn back the time n she couldn't. i knew that feeling very well.
i learnt my lesson, n i bet u did gain something from this post rite ?
learn to appreciate the ones u love n cherish.
treasure them, before u lost hold of them....
because u never knew, when would they just leave so silently that u can't hear them.
u can't bid goodbye, the farewell would be left unspoken.

wishesfreedom
ok, this sucks !
i just found someone using my pic on facebook ! wat the heck...imposter !!
Emily Tan Sin Yee.
i will remember u...*grrhhh....sudahlah ambil my pic...now clash name with me....
homeworks are tiring me...totally dragged me down to hell...
oh ! i finally member doing the finger "cute,handsome n ugly" thing to han edi.... :x
did the disection on chicken's heart....will ask pic frm sze next time....she hasn't send to me yet....maybe MIGHT receive hp tomorrow :) JUST maybe ! :(
thurs how ee went over to han's place....n wanna play the chinese chess game....
then han started DIRECT translating every one....which made it like superbly FUNNY.
noe what's god chess ? it's "shen qi" which actually meant miracle in eng ! lol....
i kinda forgotten to jot down on the funny events happened this few days....so, sad to say, i forgotten them n can't post here :( sorry.
that shall be it, my short and miserable post :|



wishesfreedom
ok....i ran out of title....he wasn't around this few days....n i missed him A LOT.
yeah, i meant wat i said...or should i say typed.... xD
nothing just seems to be right to me whenever he's not around....in a disaster mode.
really behavin in a kinda down way these few days....
treated myself some ice-cream today *it does helps to enlighten me whenever i'm down :)
eng class : miss tang ....yeah...got in her forever hyper mood again....
threw ju's ruler on the ground n stomp on it like kino did to the scorpion...
omg...so cham....then hit her like smashin the scorpion...ouch !
gan was hugged like baby coyotito...n their bottles being flung here n there....LOL....pity them :\
tomorrow ! chicken heart disection ! yesh !!!! :D
lol ! in bio class today...some of our class members were selected to sing the heart flow song....which, makes the whole class LAUGHED....i mean like everyone were havin so much fun ! even the lab assistant or some other ppl put in their heads to listen why and what were we laughing at !
Shan Hoe, Sarnjev, Shahrul, Gan n Div sang...FUNNY GILA.
sivik class, honestly, haven come up with any sekolah idaman concept thingy....but teacher just out of nowhere asked us on our progress n we were required to give our reports infront...
as the leader, i'm suppose to come up with the report n talk infront....yeap ! i blushed again...like flushed, i'm pink ~
ugh ! never speaks infront so formally....i nearly got my tongue tied !
me n yen ping throwin in ideas...n bullshitted ! n amazingly, teacher bought our ideas :D *say cheese !
after skool, just stayed back for homeworks n stuff while waitin to go tuition...and we gossiped A LOT....xD and of course, at the same time had quite some laugh ~ walked today...with Yolanda :)

sze started her maths tuition thing after miss lee's class edi...so she will just drop me of at the paip n i will have to start walking home....T^T so lazy....
CNY comin....can't celebrate Valentine's with him...omg ! how sad....it's like...my first year of valentine's gone....CRAP.
it's been a 8 months plus now :D i'm so happy bout it....soon it's gonna be a year....n i will definitely make sure that we'll last longer than just a year....continue being all lovey dovey ~ ;)
oh ya ! i better remind myself to pamper my hair more often...it's really getting drier....and more split ends....treatments will help and i just did one not long ago :)
it's all smooth n giving out sweet frangrance now ~ yay :D
should i treat myself toblerone later....i mean, i like the honey n almond nougat thing but too much chocs makes my throat feel dry...
i just felt like drinking something sweet n cold now.
our one year together would be near his b'day....i better start thinking as well as preparin....i'm afraid i might not be free that time... :X
CONCLUSION,
heed my words YCH !
one fact ---- besides missing you like mad, i love YOU.
don't u dare leaving my side, or i shall twist ur head 360 degree !