Approaching.
wishesfreedom


previously went wedding dinner with han and his parents.
feel a bit pai seh....cuz like not related to me also...xD
ah wan jie jie help me straighten my hair....awwwwww....how sweet...thank u :D
and there's where i got my first ever flower from han...lol...
not really counted la actually....it's just his corsage :P
a sweet pink rose :D
and yup, we had some wine :X
nah ~ not a lot...just a little. :P
our first year is coming. i'm so happy :D
count down of 8 more days ?? :P wakakakakak...*ok, i a bit siao edi. :X

bridal's flower. pretty isn't it.... *sigh

seems like reception counter. xD

cute flower girls.

oops. my bad ?? or is it because they moved too fast... :X

clearer shot.

saying vows.

souvenirs that we've forgotten about. :X

chocolate cake.

odd ? :X

artificial type of SHOCK.

whoopsie.

his corsage.

so gardeny and romeo & juliet feel...xD

rose petals on table.

our shared white wine.

this is my darling :)

loves.

i change my spec's lens to new ones edi :) yay...much clearer.
and went one u to find clothes for han but turned out to be getting sneakers and ties only instead. xD
and we found one pair of shoe that looked damn alike like han's old shoe...but this new one is from adidas...xD
took a pic :P let's compare !! :D

my old lens....got two red lines scratches...grrhh...who did it ?!

left is new, right is old. alike leh !! xD

aunty's house black out...ouch !! freaking hot :( and there's when han's mini fan came to use...i on it !! :P
at least got some wind....not that hot....xD
today went to watch once a gangster...a comedy that's 18 above.
lol....why put comedy 18 above then ?? i just dun understand them :X
physics paper sucks like mad. i mean everyone is complaining...come on !! darn it...i hate her.
great....more horrible papers comin up !! :\

the movie.

i m so in love with this recently :X *fattening.

random fan pattern.

i do love you :)

thank you dear for ur support all these while :)

my wish to every students having exam :X

random pic. i made them !! :P
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Library.
wishesfreedom


ok...ok...i knew that this incident had passed like A WEEK ?
but, hey ! comm'on i'm a busy person k ?! :P *random excuses.
that night was eventually awesome. i went to a club like first time of my life.
eh eh eh ! dun misunderstand...i'm not bad. ;)
i'm a good girl :D
actually didn't wanna go in at first but since everyone went in...takkan u want me to stand alone outside isn't it...
so, finalle ~
went in :X
have to order some alcohol for the table. if not, OUT !! :O
had games and yea, we all laughed like mad and had a blast that very night.
the cake was left uneaten xD
cuz everyone was just too full after dining at Italiannies.
drunk mandy got too hype. crashed to the holder and it fell on the person behind the holder. xD
we laughed like mad because of this incident....everyone's eyes were on us. ok, mostly.
and she kept apologizing though we doubt that the person can hear her cuz the music was blasting in our ears we barely able to listen to each other.
looi n pf kept drinking and at last, they hugged pillar ! xD LOL.
more pics would be on fb. :D

clubbing look ? :O

lurves.

polaroids. :D

me n the birthday girl, mandy. :)

the double "a". amy & audrey.

aiks. looi just dodge. and now she's off the camera.

me n bok :)

me n dear dear :)

oops. blurred. :X

my prince charming :D

candid shot :P

smile sweetie :D

my new heels on sales. love it.

me n pei fern :)

me n looi :)

food of the day.

pizza !! yummy ~

potatoes n chicken :)

lovely cake.

awww...no chance to eat :(

cake being packed up.

cute cup cakes :D

bee's lover. :P

me n leng lui audrey :)

going crazay.

kisses.

i just love him :)

kiss darling.

wanna join ??

alcohol !! :X

good girls like me read in the library :P

me n mandy :)

underage promoter. xD

who wants some ?? :P

solemnity.
nostalgic moments.

i'm such a poser. xD

group pic :)

i am not drunk. xD

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Time's Up.
wishesfreedom

the long waited college days for him had reached.
he was excited ?
i was happy for him. but at the same time, i can't deny that i'm a bit unhappy.
selfishness perhaps ?
i just can't leave him. affections too strong.
i told myself not to drop a tear. but, i failed.
maybe too many REAL LIFE situations gave me that feeling.
it's like nearly every couple broke up after entering college.
whenever they're in different stages of life. their love seems to be having more difficulties to survive...don't they ?
even those that had been together for YEARS of time.
those whom seemed so mushy n sweet around.
i always thought that they would still be together...
but they can't survive the blast.
can we ??
entering different stages of life creates different and not to mention, more obstacles to be overcome and more distractions.
i do hope that we can still stay together no matter what may befall us.
i love you. i really do.

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母亲节快乐 ♥
wishesfreedom

妈咪， 好想念您喔。母亲节又到。
虽然我不能在您身边和您庆祝。。。但是我还是祝妈咪能够度过一个美好的母亲节。

祝您身体健康。记得要好好照顾身体哦。
今天打了电话给你想要和您说声母亲节快乐可是你没接。。。应该是很忙吧。 没关
系，我在这里写给你。
我知道你在外面很辛苦的工作想要让我读书，想要给我过好一点的生活。。。
我知道的。不用担心我，我会听话。
我会努力读书。。。不会让您失望的。 妈咪，我爱您。
永远爱您的， 幸怡。
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Solemn.
wishesfreedom
perhaps it would be because of the condition of the family i grew up in that he would leave me. perhaps.
all those possibilities that u've once mentioned to me.
but it wasn't my fault isn't it ?? why ?! why are u blaming me on it ?! why must u shatter my dream ?! it was my only hope... i had not asked for anything but just this once. i wanted ur blessings and support. not your mockings and discouraging words that stabs right through me. i didn't ask for all these !! i didn't have a choice to choose and say no to all these don't i ?! it was the adult's decision not mine. so why am i at fault for it ?!
bitch with two masks whom everyone hated so much. * more than 2 masks actually.
to be honest, i m so sick of it. SICK OF YOU.
so f*ck off.

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i've learnt to be more dependent on you. i'm addicted that i can't leave u now.
getting a glimpse of hints that u might actually leave me hurts me so badly.
i hadn't slept well recently. just by dropping tears for u. and it happened for NIGHTS.
i'm tired. really tired. headache like mad that sometimes i tend to lose control and starts to cry out of the blue.
i guess pressure had really got the better of me.
i promised her i won't cry over it anymore. but sometimes, i just tend to break that promise.
it's difficult u know. it's way easier to say then to do when images and voice flash back into my mind haunting me.
yea. i grew in a broken condition family. and maybe because of that. i m lack of love.
and when i met you. u provided me with your love.
i don't like the feeling that u might leave. because it give me that same feeling again.
where i lost love. where he left us behind without looking back nor had sympathy.
what i feared the most ? i think i knew now.
i'm afraid of the departure of my love ones. and YOU, are one of them.
i don't know what i will be doing without you. i would be lost.
i am easily provoked. and jealous is definitely my character.
i don't like losing my love to someone else nor did i like the feeling of sharing you with someone else.

i just don't like u getting too close with them. i am noticing all those small actions that u both shared. and i really take it into my heart. i don't like the feeling. it's bitter.
i knew that both of u had nothing ambiguous in between but i just can't stop myself from thinking something else.
all those possibilities were floating around me in my mind as if teasing and mocking me.
so would you please, for my sake, don't get too close with them. think of my feelings please.
you don't know how much i had suffered.
mum had asked me why am i writing like i cried in my previous post. even though she can't read english fluently.
she manage to get some meaning and was asking what happened.
am i being bullied ?
she was so worried. that she said anything also must tell her. don't let other ppl bully me.
i cried. i wanted to pour out to her all my feelings that very moment. a nervous break down i guess. but i didn't.
i said i was fine. but i knew i wasn't and that i was pretending to be fine back then.
even though sometimes we have different opinions...when u thought that it wasn't important. and it won't affect us much...IT DID. at least it did to me. i felt the pain. and i do care. i just can't take it.
i know i am selfish. but that's just me right ? will you accept it generously ?
even though i hated my babysitter much. i can't help to think of the possibility that she said u will leave me one day.
i can't take it. and i don't wanna believe it.
it's not that i don't have confidence in you. i didn't have confidence in myself. do you get it ?
perhaps it was all related to the condition i grew up in. i have low self esteem. i don't trust that i have the ability to make you stay with me because i am not that special after all.
who am i ? NO ONE. such uncertainties drives me crazy.


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Ip Man 2.
wishesfreedom

awesome awesome awesome awesome !!!
i love ip man 2 ♥
it's so nice :D
have the urge to clap when he won the battle.
strongly recommend u guys to watch it :P
awaiting ip man 3 !! :D
had lotsa food today. especially in cinema time.
enjoyable time with han eating sushi ----- yummy !! :D
and bites ! *ate one no choc inside one :( kena tipu...
had a short talk with him in the food court n ended up having red swollen eyes n nose...
i can't believe i m going to tuition with that face :S
came home n saw ip man 2 on the front page of the entertainment section.
jay chou gonna be bruce lee in ip man 3 ?! LOL.
wonder how it would turn out to be....
regretful thing bout ip man 3 is donnie yen gonna be acting old there then....guess it won't have much action scene of his ?? D:

did lotsa sewing work n making "keychains" lately....cute ones using wools :D
pics will be on later ;)
special thanks to ping n lulu .
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