wishesfreedom
tada !
i did my eng oral on wed....ok....it's not as gud as i
EXPECTED it to be....when i'm reading it to myself....it SEEMED to be fluent....
but when i'm in front speakin...my
tongue tied behaviour came back to me....ahhhhhh ! NO !!! how can it....grrhhh....ruin my oral's fluency... =(
and another "great" news is....i have my BM oral
the nest day....how great isn't it ?? and the worse is yet to come....i have TWO damn pages to memorize !
wat the heck ?!?! yes ! u din't read wrongly....u have perfect eyesight....
MEMORIZE....no looking at the paper....stupid rite ?? i TOTALLY agree !! y ??? y cannot look at the paper ?? i just dun get it....=/

wat the...no paper...=S

recently, i m receiving messages n calls frm unknown ppl....swt....i really do wonder how on earth they manage to get it....thx to somebody's big mouth....==''
lol ~ i saw sze's new hair pic....tertipu by her edi...thought she really go n cut...mana tau dia tied it up oni...xD

tied hair

sorry ppl....i not sengaja dun wan upload my blog 1....wed tat nite wanna post my blog edi 1...mana tau kena marah frm aunty...she wanna sleep edi wor....so, no choice but to off comp n sleep lor...so now oni upload new post...=P

study ... study ... study ...X~X

exam fever now....everyone...study study study....but not me....why ???
dun ask me....i aso dunno the reason...can't ans ur question....i just hate studying...and if u dun study, u get low marks....and their ( u noe hu la... ) high expectations on u drop....say bye bye to ur life....i can
BET they'll nag u NON stop....if she ( aunty nanny ) admits to be num 2....no one can be num 1....trust me on this....

sorry to say, but our new chem teacher...SUCK !
ok, my apologies... she didn't scold me or anything tat made me hate her...it's her teaching i suppose....every1 was like saying " Oh, God....help us ~ " when she started her lesson...=S
i tink ....probably every1 is having tis in their mind...

our class = DOOMED !!! =X

my first impression on her was quite ok...UNTILL i came across her boots.....
she has the boots frm sixties ???
goodness sake....she wear nice blouse, nice skirt....and horrible shoes ! =O maybe the socks she wear had side effects too....she pulled it way TOO high....n with tat boots...
one word ---- TERRIBLE .....

no offense but i do tink she have the worst pronounciation ever....
the first sentence she say is...." Class....today we're going to learn about ionic BOM...."
WAT THE....BOM ?!?! since when we'll have to learn bout BOM....
i thought i heard wrongly...so i asked ju....n ....she heard the same thing too....actually...not oni us....practically every single student....

and guess wat's the word she's tryin to say ?? it's BOND ~~~ never thought of it had u ?? every single student was talking about the "bom" thing at class after she taught us....
i was sooooooooo shocked when i open my textbook and found out it's a totally different word...by then, i noe, my exam result is going down the drain now....
wat more can i say....she's speakin in a way tat i actually thought she wore braces at first ! haih....absolutely perfect eng la....i m not sayin mine is very gud tat i can simply criticize other ppl...it's just tat...her's is like wat ?? way worse ???

let me show u some of her pro eng :

1) bond --- bom ( the most famous of all )
2) element --- e-re-men
3) chapter --- chatter
4) 11 o' clock --- 11 or cross
5) gases --- cases
6) electron --- e-lec-kron
7) shell --- cell
8) bond --- born
9) diagram --- "dia" - gram
10) compound --- compiles
11) formula --- formural
12)
eight --- ate
13) are you listening ?? --- are you listen ?? ( wat the heck... )

ok...ok....enough of it edi...just give u some examples i bet u edi laughing like crap....

i hope ours become like tat....xD

choco chip lovers ~

looi's cake ! xD

baking season ?? should be...since tat lot's of us are baking....xD looi just baked cake ~~~~ n me n sze gonna do tis 2 moro !!after bio class... haha...applepie cheese cake n choco chip cookies....=P keke...pray for us so tat we succeed oh ! ;)
we're talkin about fruits name in the car when sze's fetchin me home to avoid lettin her mum noe...it's suppose to be a suprise...but now, it kinda failed...thx to aunty nannu's STUPID reason...we're sayin lemon....then name tis name tat....and we finally came to the same thing....MANGO ! ( wat do i say ?? great minds think alike ....=P wakakakaka...yea, i noe....it's called PERASAN.... )

unbelieveable....VB says tat he's gonna go disco just because miss.X didn't accept him....upon hearing tis, i laughed too hard tat my jaw hurts now....ouch...xD
goodness sake...is he way too serious or wat ?? XD
went to PTK....teacher was damn nice ! =D
hurray ~
at least i won't feel sleepy in the class...=X
my first class...was physics....unpredictable, she banged the chair when she walked in....and we can't help but laughed....
lol ~ unbelieveable....a tb is tryin to get num frm HER ....LOL ! u ini ah....memang banyak org pikat la....xD
gosh...ate so much today...haih....y ? y i just can't resist the seduction of FOOD ? =/
especially japanese food ~ my favie !! =P

sushi ---- my love of life ~~~

NO.3 din get till my komsas book for me....argghhh....how can he ?!?!?!
luckily today went to jusco and get 1...but the sipnosis and stuff freakin long 1...=(
a bit late for the chem class....teacher seems to be a bit scary...but over all, she was ok...
add maths class is funny...the teacher is so cute ! wakakakakaka....( eh...eh...eh...dun missunderstand...not tat i tertarik dgn his looks or wat....is just tat the way he act n speak is cute ... understood ? ) he's considered in the same family as me ---- the perasan family....XP
physic teacher was funny as well....he act...a bit overly...he will really look into u while he speaks....the combination of his facial expression and his acts + behaviour will make u laugh out loud...xD
bio teacher reminds me of the standard 5 pondan teacher i once had....En.Saifuddin is his name is it ? dunno la...fat n sissy la....
this bio teacher of mine is a lady...she told us tat "maggi factory tour" story did help in memberin the diagram n their functions...y she reminds me of her...she's a bit plum but she's a nice teacher ! ( NOTE tat ) and her hand ....is acting like the sissy teacher i once had does....isn't tat a LOL ?

factory ?? XD

i planned to write quite a lot of things at first, but as i start typin away....i forgot wat i wanna say...wat the heck....iish....low RAM....can sum 1 give me a better brain ?? =| haih...forget it ....let's stop here then...xD



wishesfreedom
at church ~ when aunty Soo Lee went for follow up ....i have nth to do....so did this...xD

Sunday... my cousin came around to aunty nanny's house to come and pick me up....to her aunt's grandchildren's full moon buffet .... LOL ~ does the relationship sound a bit complicated ?? i had lots of laughter tat day... Lai's family always fun to be around with...we joked n laughed our hearts out....

taking over stephen chou ? yea rite...dream on.... xD

haih, but the paling cham 1 is....i just makan dinner not long ago...so go till there aso cant eat much...T^T so i had some fruit tarts...yummy yummy ~ =P keke....my cousin sis told me she wanna have 2 of it....n after she had some rice n stuff ....she dun want it anymore...==" iish....make me makan semua aje...@~@'' my cousin is boastin his acting skill was so great that he can take over Stephen Chou's acting carrer....crapping like he usually does....n we just continue to tease n laugh at him....wakakakakaka....xD and maybe he's a bit TOO hungry....=S he can eat till the plastic fork was broken ! oh my ~ hahahahaha...... too aggressive ...i suppose... =P after tat, we went to pasar malam for a walk n stuff...all the way we were teasing n laughing my cousin sis ...pity her...always being picked up by my cousin bros....xD i just can member i laughed a LOT the whole journey....just tat, i can't recall wat are they precisely....xD see ! proven i m havin horrible memory...

aggressiveness causes this ?? xD


frm ltk ~

not yet return...=S

Mina Mag ~

i received three Mr.Midnight books frm ltk....and a birthday seed ! xD haha...alrite....alrite...i noe wat's runnin across ur mind...CHILDISH ~ isn't it ? so wat ? hu cares la....i m just glad tat i receive gifts....he have the heart to do so can edi...=) thank u ltk ! speakin bout books....i have no idea wats with me recently....i seem to be attracted to books huh ? magazines nstuff....*speechless.... something's wrong with me....xD i just remembered that Xue Ren's book is still with me...oh crap...i din have the time to finish it...Sophie Kinsella : Can You Keep A Secret... well , i read some edi...it seems to be a quite interesting book to me....=D and i bought some magazines recently....they look nice....xD Mina ~~ Mina ~~ keke.... i m finding for fear streets book....but i just can't ...no idea why ...=S ever since i read one of the fear streets book...i love them ~ the title tat i read for it a few years back was Killer Kiss....damn nice ! yesterday i became the "fairy godmother" with a ...( totally speechless name ) in our eng class sketch....THE NECKLACE ~ i was suppose to say a chant : " pickety-packety-boo !" and the necklace WAS SUPPOSE to come out but obviously it's not comin out....just some stationaries pop out....xD hahahahaha.... tat's when everyone starts laughing....xD although somethings didn't went on as well as we first planned....but we did had some fun ~ xD *applouse for our members !!! =D

this is it !!
adorable ?? ltk = best gor ever ! * see....i praise u leh....tingkatkan ur nama baik =P

awww....the seed ltk got me is adorable...hahahaha....show u ! xD can't wait for the comin saturday...something's on...=P but i just wish tat time would just stop there later...cuz....whenever it comes to a weekend means....my mid-term is NEARER !!!! ahhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~~~ *wail crap ! i dun wanna study ....i dun feel like studyin at all...BUT ! my exam result b4 tis was a disaster....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~~~~ how to face it ???? sometimes i just wish tat i can quit ! everyone's like puttin high hopes on me....damn stress lor.... i m not genius....dun put too much hope on me.... when i m not scorin...i get scoldings...blamings....wat the heck ?! n when i did score....i get nothing...so, means i oni can go up n not down ??? come on la....i aso normal human k....@~@ jeeezzz.....give me a break will ya ?

under pressure....?? headache...=/


i find this quite cute...xD dun u tink so ?? =P

wat am i doing....?? no idea...xD

reminiscing the past....

i can get over it...i just need some time... =) *soft smile...

why am i pouting ? a bit of sadness ??

be strong n walk on.... nvr frown, because....u will nvr noe hu's in love with ur smiles ....is tat statement true ?? read frm book...xD

when u r under pressure...u just need a break ! so, give me some !!!
tat tyre is facin up too much pressure isn't it ?? i will too if u dun give me some rest ! =S
and then i shall be back soon... =)
wishesfreedom
well, lets spill out our feelings ? shall we ?? =)

yesterday's chem's class was kinda fun though...xD
cuz of the experiment Mr.Tham did....LOL ~ xD
we're not able to do this experiment ourself cuz it's a bit dangerous....since tat it's a bit explosive....so mr.tham say : "Being the protective teacher, we won't allow u to do the experiment...i will conduct the experiment n u all will watch the results...so if anything happens, it will happen to me..."
hahaha...listenin him sayin tat made the class laughed...
seein the chemical reactions tat happen when lithium,sodium n potassium was reacted with water n oxygen ...O.o ~

lilac colour flame produced ~ o.0 ~

we started off with reacting with water....damn nice ! can hear hissing sound....n it's rate of dissolving...become faster n faster...some more reactive elements will produce flame on water...the pottasium produced a lilac flame n a small explosion on the water...n i meant a very small one...not "ka-boom" ! n the whole lab turns black tat kind...some water came "jumping" out ...=X n kena Mr.Tham the day before...n his hands were having some white spots...=S so, when it came to this experiment again, he took a small basin n put it infront of him for protection like a shield....( imagine tat scene wei...so funny ! very cute.... hahahahahaha.... )

use ur imagination....change tat fella to Mr.Tham holdin a small basin...xD

more funny things happened later, when lithium was reacted with oxygen....(wait, it was lithium or sodium ?? alah, dun care la...i 4got...the main point is the colour...but it was probably lithium... ) the colour was...omG !! amazing ~ it's so nice....u should've seen it urself ! =D
and white smoke lingering inside the gas jar...
the cutest part of all is...we thought the reaction finished...but it's not fully done actually...
Mr.Tham start to ask us a question....( crap ! i forgot wat he asked....i member just now....but as i start to type i forgot....=S )
it should be sumtin like this : " Is it reactive or sumtin ?"
and out of the blue, the gas jar "hiccup" xD hahahahhaha !
it's cover jump a bit up n cover back again....
n Mr.Tham says : " I think it's tryin to tell us yes... "
LOL ~ n of course, we all burst out laughing....imagine that... isn't the hiccup part cute ?! *sigh, i miss that part...X)

oh well, the whole thing was fun ~ but we have to end up writin report as usual...xD
luckily, it's kinda easy...*i suppose...=P
then another funny scene came up during bio class...
divi suddenlly stood up screamin there's a rat....n i'm sittin right next to her F.Y.I....
gosh....scared me...luckily it's under the sink...at the drain thingy there...=X and of course, common reaction...everyone came forward n see wat's happenin n stuff...
see how big in size the rat would be....is it dead or sumtin...
when i look at it...the first thing tat came into my mind is RATATOUILLE ~ lol !
it looked adorable...very cute...BUT ! tat doesn't mean tat i love it or sumtin...
Mr.Kuzailan got quite annoyed ....like no one ever seen a rat or sumtin ....so he came forward...bent down n ACT like he picked up the rat in a VERY FAST MOTION...
n proclaime : " Hah ! i got it....!! "
n as if he's holdin the rat....he swing left n right....well, in his as fast as lightning speed....i doubt tat anyone saw whether there's a rat or not...but if he really wants to pick up the rat ...i can tell u ....HE DARE ! so don't try to dare him....
everyone got so freaked out n run away....i m sitting there...so, i can't run....ppl came banging me to the table....OUCH ! freaking pain ! hu did tat ?!?! * i dunno... but u ppl should really watch where u all are headin....cuz the table is not mobile ok....it's stuck to the ground type....i m just like hitting into cement...=/

a jumping rat ?! lol ~ ratatouille ~~~

Later, when he continue his class...divi can't help but keep on lookin back at the rat...yea, i noe ... it's kinda freaky to have it nearby ur legs....suddenly, she just say : " Eh ! it's breathing ! It's still alive n it is drinking the water....how cute ! "
well, cuz it isn't moving at all at first...so we all thought it was a dead rat....mana tau...it's ALIVE ~ O-O"
Kuzailan says back to div : " Don't be suprise if the rat come jumpin on u ~ "
lol ~ imagining the rat jump is a bit freaky...xD
then out of sudden , Kuzailan took a piece of paper ( it's a rather big piece one ) n threw it towards div n says the rat is jumpin on her....lol ! she's freaked out a bit at first n laughed out loud later : "This... ( holdin up the white paper Kuzailan threw ) is the rat ?? " in a sarcastic n skeptical look...xD LOL ~ learn tat ! xD
actually i felt tat rat was kinda brave u noe....it doesn't even move when we're surrounding n chattering around it....goodness sake...=O
it was only untill Kuzailan poured water into the sink n the water went down the sink ...the rat ran away...=X wow ! bravo ! can stay tat long ~ xD

u noe sumting ? i was thinking u noe...tat the rat was quite lucky n took the smart choice to be in the bio lab...cuz if it is in the chem lab earlier...it would be drinking alkaline checmical instead of water....=X or it would be DEAD ?? maybe u noe...
goin back time was a bit disastrous...
i stayed back for badminton....n later tat night i forgotten about my add maths tuition ! arghhhh !! i guess, i had too much in mind nowadays....=S
i decided to say break up with him after considerin on this issue for weeks....he probably already felt tat i m avoidin him n sumting's wrong n stuff....since tat i have not been replyin him for quite some time...
our relationship lasted for 53 days....a month plus edi....
is this my longest relationship ? i tink yes...=/
the feeling just ain't right....i felt pressurized some how... =| dun ask anymore...i wont give feed back on the reasons....my lips are sealed....=X there...there....dun misunderstand ! i din break up because of another guy ... swear !
actually i felt kinda guilty u noe....maybe i shouldn't have accepted him at the first place...then all this wouldn't happen...but hu noe's bout the future ? no 1 can predict...right ?? it's no use sayin all these now....the past is the past...just let it be...oh well, he might hate me...i have no idea... i m just guessin...forget it ! let's talk back something not so moody...=/

as for today,

we learnt some sign language at st.john ! wow ~ i tink tis is so far the best class for st.john ever...lol ~ it's so fun...
i learnt how to say my name without speakin ~~ yipee ~~~ =P
i wonder where's kelly....she should come....then we can learn together...xD
haha....i should teach this to sze at skool later....xD
well...since kelly din come...i tink i should upload some photos to show her how does the sign language we learnt looks like....=P
we learnt alphabets....numbers....n how to act some words...xD
ltk's demonstration was kinda funny too ! hahaha...=P
and CAUTION ppl ! u CANNOT call a person deaf and mute ....just deaf....
we are not allowed to talk durin the class...complete silence....ok, maybe not fully...but almost all the time....
we're only allowed to communicate usin sign language....so if u wanna speak up....type it on ur phone or write on a piece of paper then....since tat we cant really say everything using sign language...xD

here's ltk....tryin to teach us how to ask ppl to excuse u so that u can pass through if two ppl are deaf...

have any idea wat's this sign ?? if u say it's all those break dance ppl style punya "Yo !" ...
U ARE WRONG !
it's actually " love " in sign language...xD

this is clapping for sign language...LOL ~~ X)

numbers from 1-10 ....i learnt it ~~~ =P i even learnt more than that...xD

tis is alphabets in sign language....i succeed to say my name is amy lai in sign language ! wakakakka....=P


tis is a bad example...u shouldn't learn ltk....callin deaf ppl by using things hitting or throwing them....lol !! okie...maybe i twisted the story..."A BIT " xD

now i know wat's the siren thingy on ambulance for....it's for the deaf ppl ...to tell them there's fire since tat they can't hear....they can see the lights frm the siren thing....n RUN FOR THEIR LIFE ! =O

rude ltk ~ how can u terus pass by deaf ppl like tis ! learn sign language ~~~ =P wakakakakaka....

i finally knew tat how difficult it would be if u cant talk....
the feelin of not talkin....bubbling like i usually do is just... weird....xD
i have no idea tat actually deaf ppl are havin special abilities in cinemas....u can get a way cheaper price to go in...n get a better seat....lol ~ ltk told us tis n asked us not to act like we're deaf or sumtin when we go to buy ticket....hahahahaha....y he wanna remind us after tellin us....maybe ppl didn't think of it at all at first, but after he reminded us....ppl might really go n do so.... ! thx to ltk....lol ~

oh great...i forgot wat he's tryin to show here....xD
sorry ~~ i tend to forget stuff....=P

wow, i guess....this is the longest blog i had written so far....xD oops...forgotten ! i have this book review competition thingy at the library on the comin monday....pray for me !! =P how "great" ?? i dunno wat to say....i have stage frights....no need stage....speakin in a decent way with those serious expression in front of others can make me die ! X~X
how m i suppose to tell Pn.Goh that i m skipping her art class ...=S OMG !!! die...die...die...crap, i have to miss her class...n dunno wat they did later...T^T
i haven't draft out my speech yet...cuz too many homework ! =X
k la...gtg ~ bye ! ;)

wishesfreedom
this oni is japanese's house...xD

u need specs ltk ~ XD

LOL ~ ltk thought tat i went for some photoshoot n i m in some kind of japanese costume at my msn dp....hahhahaha...it's actually just my skool uniform with a green box karaoke sticker on it...xD
n the background is my baby sitter's house kitchen... some how it transfer into some japanese house in his eyes ...hahahhaha...does tat means i ada potential ?? XD hahahhaa *mula perasan...AS USUAL ~ =P keke...

when u have kimmy as ur friend....ur shirt will definitely turns out to be like tat ! XD

edited green box sticker ~ xD

tat green box sticker tingy was pasted by kim onto my shirt....xD cuz yesterday...the green box truck tingy came to our skool...free sing k ~ but no one dare to go....hahhahahahah....like they will eat u up alive....xD
the first group tat's darin enough to go up....is lionel n kim....n then i follow....hahhahahaa....lionel is singing womanizer...n there's ppl tellin me he sang off key or sumtin ? XD lol ~
but i noe he sing quite soft la...cuz even us can't really hear him...=X

sing ppl ~ sing ~~ =P

i heard tat they say may poh sang too.....with fer... ( dunno how to spell his full name...just incase wrong, so better write it short...=P )
awww.....i missed it ! iish....cuz i went home....hahaha....if not...i definitely will stay till quite late..."8" a bit mah....see hu sing....=P kaka....

how i wish i can say tat to my teacher as well...X)
but ! IMPOSSIBLE ~ =X

OMG ~ anyone noe how to do the physic experiment tingy ?? crap wei ... i dunno how to count it ...n i m suppose to finish it today n let other group members to copy tomorrow ~ =S
i need GAN's help ~~~~ gan ~~~~ where are u ~~~ ??
yesterday was foolin around with my "twin" .....chill "twin" i m not serious bout the part i m not talkin to u forever...XD hahahhaha....i noe u r kiddin as well....n ur apology is accepted...xD haha....i dunno whether u saw my last msg...so, i thought i should write it here...UNLESS ! u din read my blog !!! =|

me n twin argue-ing ?? XD hahahahaha....

i m in dilemma....dunno how to make decision...
i dunno m i right or wrong....
m i suppose to do it ?
somebody ~ HELP !!!!! >~<

port dickson ~~~ but ! we're not goin to this 1....XD

this year camp will be held at P.D....should i go ?? >-<
sonshine camp....hmmm.....hu wanna join ?? XD haha....
wishesfreedom
live ur life...fill it with smiles...n laughter always.... THAT...is what i wished for mine.... no worries....no problems that bother u ....isn't tat going to be GREAT ?!

what's wrong with me ? basically, EVERYTHING...

problems started with mankind....which unfortunately, includes ME... wat ?!!? i din do anything....ok, maybe i did....but once in a while...=X i dun seem to be gettin over THAT matter....it's starting back...crap...what to do now..?? >~< alrite...alrite....i seem to be talking to myself....no 1 understands which matter i m referring to....BUT, that's the point....u guys shouldn't noe....let u all wonder...=P *i'm evil...i noe...need not remind me that FACT... maybe i m just a little too not over the matter with "***" .... maybe .... maybe ... once in a while, my mind will drift back to "***" ...wat on earth is happening to me ?? T^T

gosh, i wish i could sleep like them in class ! =S

i have lots of work....AS USUAL ~ haih....
today, went for rukun negara...great, i just received the news tat i m suppose to be the ketua aktiviti for next week's meeting....i must plan sumtin for the members to do....BUT WHAT ??? somebody tell me ~~~ suggestion needed badly .....pls do give ur idea ! =/
hahhaha....but at least i did had some laughter today....pui li's tag suddenly fell down....no reason, out of sudden ...when she's talkin.... n all of us burst out laughing....XD
chem's class is sleepy....it really can make 1 drowsy...*yawn ~ i was sitting right infront of the teacher...how to sleep ? >-< but still i manage to get "some" ( which is really little....can't concentrate on what Mr.Tham is teachin at all ) .... now n then ...i m so freaking sleepy ! @~@

the great hit on my table ~ xD

my honey corn flakes were kinda like a hit on my table ?? haha....it finished very quickly.... everyone...GRAB ! hahahhaha....xD glad tat u guys have fun n enjoyed...=) and guess wat ? sze was like suggesting each of us bring different snacks everyday ....xD hu's gonna bring haagan dazs then ?? XD i wonder...=P so i end up having some kokocrunch later....since tat my corn flakes finished...haha....changed cereal....=P well, rukun negara time....the guys were dancing n singing in front....i really laughed...xD it's kinda embarrasing though....i mean for them la....they even added in dance moves...but i tink it's kinda CUTE actually...xD wakakakkaka.....u should see it urself !

who's gonna bring this ??? i wan !!!! people....learn to share ! sharing is caring ~ XD

i felt like making this decision ....can't write here...incase "somebody" come n read.... but i really duno wat should i do....still lingering around tat question....struggling to make a decision.... HELP me ~~~~~~~~~ XO