ever wonder what do polar bears do when they're bored ? i think now u've found the answers...xD

having much freedom ?? no worries in life ?? wanna have some idea on what is STRESS ??
come and join us at 4 Amanah of SMKTBM....totally F.O.C and u will REGRET...

because, sooner or later....u will be admitted to the hospital and being transferred to a brand new package ....
which is ----- being sent to the MENTAL PROBLEM HOSPITAL....free food, drink, shelter, a vacation where u will be happy ...enjoyin ur stay with mad people..and most importantly,u need not pay a single cent ! u will definitely turn mad in my class....i m goin to be joining them also....soon, i guess...it's just a matter of TIME....i wonder how am i goin to survive next year....=/

*flashback (regret )
POV : i should have done MISS TANG's essays earlier...now i m in like wat ? deep trouble ??
ahhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * wailing ~
whenever MISS TANG gives homework...u will be like wat ? DEAD MEAT ?? cuz, "DUN WORRY" there will be lots of writings waiting for u to accomplish...=X

and me, i m in this kinda situation....yesterday, i have to stay up LATE to do it...DAMN...
i was freaking sleepy this morning....NO! not only this morning the whole day basically ! X~X
this work not fully accomplish, the next teacher gives u another work....more and more ....they'll increase...and in NO TIME, u will have a mountain of it ??
chemistry work....was A LOT too....hmmm.....tat would probably mean...hand pain for another day to me....=S NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this can't be happening to me ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *wails....

forget it, let's talk bout other stuff now....
oh ya, i left my pencil case in the tuition centre yesterday...so forgetful rite...?? but....but...but....actually it's not FULLY my fault....(some reason)
but tat's not the main point, the main point is...I HAVE NOT FINISH MISS TANG'S ESSAY !!
crap, freaky, dead....how am i going to do my work...luckily i still have some other pen in house....but i dun like them....it's not the same pen i usually use....felt so akward when i'm writing....T^T

and the great news is wat ?? today, when shah asked us to pass up our essays....i didn't heard him....and....I DID NOT PASS UP ! *though i already finished ! die... die... die... confirm kena marah 2 moro then...=S
yesterday forgotten to bring back pencil case, today left my chemistry exercise book in skool !!! wat the heck ?!?!
see how forgetful...haih....any idea on how can i improve my memory ?? =|

walked from skool to house....and now need to walk back to skool and then walk back to house AGAIN !!!!!!! =S
the weather was very hot...i mean VERY ! @~@''
can pengsan anytime....and the scouts were doin wat ?? doin their foot drill practises under the HOT SUN ?!?!?! OMG....bravo bravo....*applause for u guys ! =)
mr."smart student" brought back my chem's book...so i'll have to wait for him at skool with cui....and he came back cuz he left his SHIRT at skool ?? hahahahahaha....we're both forgetful ~~ totally clinically proven, we're bro n sis...XD kakakakaka....

he took kinda long to solve my chem's question....an hour plus ? knowledge on tat particular topic berkarat edi....go back asah sikit....xD and finally, we both still CAN'T solve it....this time we really approach smart student ~ XD haha...and in just a while,he did it....easily....it's just so simple....=S i really need to do sumtin to improve my add maths n science subjects now...it seems to be getting harder already....=|

my class have debate today...very INTERESTING ! xD
they were arguing and emphasising on the word GUARANTEE especially....
wow ! pros ~~ wat to do ? all smarties ! =O
one word....block every single point u gave just now....powerful isn't it....i had NEVER expected these much frm that one word....
really envy them sometimes....how can they speak so well...they don't seem to be afraid of other ppl watching them....me ? i will be scared till DEATH ! maybe even faint on the spot....

how i wish i can cheat the audience like this ! =O

i am never those ppl who dare to come out for public speaking or debating...
i have stage frights...=X
and our oral test is coming soon....great ! how great ! T^T
i dun like tis !! not even a single bit...=(
i can choose to do a book review as my oral test...BUT, infront of all the form 3,4,5 and with teachers looking at u....i will have to talk...
when all eyes were on u....isn't tat spooky ?? *goosebumps
what should i do ?? give me some ideas....or encouragement or watever....i really need them...=[

aren't they cute ?!?!?! XD hahahahhhaa.....

tat's all for these two days....maybe i will publish one post in 2 days time...it depends...thanks again for reading....my silent readers ~ =P


funny ?? X)

aren't this kind of palm reading special ? =D

one of my fav activity...when i gets bored....

28 March, it's a Saturday... and I have to go to skool...
be glad or be sad ?

i went to skool for THIS.... =X

i went there specially for ONE piece of paper...my certificate for PMR results...
i took it...n wander around the skool later...cuz ---- NO ONE, i repeat...NO ONE...is accompanying me...i wonder where were all my friends...i m ISOLATED...even by my best friend ? i dunno wat happen ...we...errr...din really talked yesterday...did i do something wrong ??? or , did i think TOO MUCH ?? questions keep on popping into my mind...haih...depressed n bored to death... =(
I did one of my fav acitivity...Yes,taking pic...since tat i m in baju kurung for the first time...=P
smiled but with a heavy heart inside...=/ hey ! i m a professional ok...i will still smile like nth happened although i m soooooooooo NOT OKAY tat very minute...*mula perasan...wat to do ? born like tat...then went to canteen n took some food...

i should be proud of it...don't i ??

i told u i m a professional...didn't i ?? xD

my first time in baju kurung... ( i mean skool uniform type ~ =P )

walked to stationary shop to buy something n gave myself an ice-cream treat to cheer up myself a bit...=) but...things never turns out the way u want them to be...my ice cream erm...i dropped most of it...CACAT ! =S never buying tat again ! things turn out worse later...thx to aunty's NAGGING obviously ~
her power just NEVER runs out *roll eyes ( when it comes to scolding, she's num ONE ! i swear i will vote her for tat ~)
hmmmm...wat she talked about ? u will not want to noe ....actually it's i never wanna tell...XD
we shall keep the topic PnC shall we ?? ;)

okay, keep away tat sad mood of mine....we'll switch gear...change to happy ones ... :)
hmmm....wat shall i talk about now ? yesterday i slept around 2 a.m. maybe slightly later n woke up 6.45 a.m. which is equivalent to = FREAKING SLEEPY !
omg....i m so so so so so so SLEEPY ~~~~~~
someone pls pass me my bed....i need my beauty sleep ! >~< style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">LOTSA stuff.....i wonder how we came up with so many topics...xD hahaha....we talked talked n talked...which is gud...at least won't akward isn't it ? :)

i m a nutcase, a weirdo...but a fun person to be with...n i love myself the way i m... :)

alrite...alrite...ignore the name tag...tat's not my name...i didn't pin my name up...cuz, it's not my uniform...xD

i haven't finish my work...NO, i should say...i DIDN'T even STARTED on my work....=X
ooppsie ~ hehe ^^"
i m feelin so lazy right now....n getting MORE lazy nowadays....any idea on how to help me take away tat bad habit ? =)
hmmm....i miss mum....pray for her....always stay healthy ! i LOVE u mummy ~ *muacks
actually,speakin of my mum...i suddenly thought of my dad...my family....i always have this question popping into my mind u noe...
"why does my dad wanna leave my mum ?? she's not gud enough ??" everytime i thought of this....my eyes gets misty....there's a sting in my heart...n my eyes will start to fill with tears...

n...F.Y.I, i m in this condition right now....i can easily cry...so if u wanna noe how i cry within seconds....this is my secret weapon i guess....xD
whenever i talk about my family prob to sumone...like when teacher questions me about my family....there's always this hurting feeling in my heart...i will have to tahan my tears n ans their questions....n if it gets any longer...my tears will fall...emotional ? i guess so...=/
let's keep this between ourselves okie ?? =) *sniffle...
hmmm.....wat should i say somemore....i m kinda speechless now...b4 this i planned to write lotsa stuff....but when i start to write....i kinda forgotten wat i planned....forgive me, i do have short term memory....very forgetfull ~ =P

when things gets blurry ~
if u wanna noe wat m i tryin to do....dun ask me....cuz i m wonderin tat myself too...xD

okay...tis effect is....UNIQUE ....isn't it ? xD

i just love tis....=)

aha ! i m here again ~ glad to see me ?? =P
NO ?!?! why....? i m not adorable enough for u ???
ok....i should stop this...xD
yea...i m getting weird....wat do u expect...i m a nutcase...FACE IT ... X)

tomorrow is hari anugerah cemerlang at skool...yes...i m glad tat i can be there....but not so glad tat i have to pin up all my hair n look stupid...=(
GREAT....i will have to wake up early in the morning again...ON SATURDAY ?!?! oh... man !! give me a break ! well...luckily we have cuti on monday if not...i really have no idea how on earth m i gonna finish up all my work...yeap...a whole LOTS of it....=S which is not a very gud sign to me...

colours of life...xD

tomorrow nite will be the earth hour tingy ....any1 goin to off lights n show some support ?? me, i dunno...depends on aunty...hmmm....but i wish to...=P *at least i have the heart to do so ok... borrowed baju kurung frm cui so tat tomorrow i will not need to wear a STUPID TIE to go up stage n face the camera...thx cui ~ ^^ tis is gonna be my first time wearin baju kurung in my skool life...NEVER before tis...not even primary skool...got all my results....not as gud as i expected it to turn out to be....

ESPECIALLY, well, u noe...my add maths ~ dun ask...they are crappy...u wouldn't even believe it...trust me...:(
haih...the highest score mod maths ...and the lowest score add maths...great difference....CONTRAST ~ lalalalalala ! *mad
alrite, let's talk about to do list :
i have chemistry papers to fill up...essayS for MISS TIFFANY TANG ~ *note: not one !
add maths formative exercises....mod maths clon SPM questions....and half way hanging physic experiment....isn't it "GREAT" ??

yeap...i KNEW...
i did something that made my fingers really pain...close friends would knew...well, i can't write it down here...just in case...he finds out what am i up to...then it will be no suprise....hahaha....=P it's top secret ...so,let's keep it PnC...shall we ?? ;)
when should i start on my work ? i m feeling so lazy...=( hmmm....
gained weight recently ...ahhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!! ate too much !! iish....how to go down back...it's freaking difficult....i just cant control myself....eat ...eat...and eat....T^T
*regret

oh ya ! forgotten....wanna see my new heels ?? i just got it not long ago...first heels at sweet 16 frm M.O.D ~ give me some comments on it ...k ?? =)
smile always ppl ~~~~~ =D love u all !


btw, seen pics frm tat i took frm Tenji ? i went for a japanese buffet...real nice...just in case u haven't seen...i shall show u all ~ haha....visit my fs too...if possible...more pics there...=P www.friendster.com/mysticallife

tis is my first oyster !! xD

sushi at there....i took quite a lot ..don't i ?? XD but i share la....=P

oysters ~~~ wan some ?? =)

fruits are gud for health ~ enjoy them ;)

tryin my fruit dip at choco fountain ~ hehe... =P

they do have lotsa cakes don't they ? xD

say itadakimas n let's start eating ~ =)

awwww.....i love tis ~ look so nice....*dreamy look

wakakkakaka....finally....i created a blog ! =P haha...
erm....i dunno why...i seem to start to have an interest in writing blogs now...haha...just hope tat this interest doesn't vanishes fast ~ =S

now is 11:52 p.m haha....next morning i have to wake up 5:45 a.m. and i m still not sleepin....wonder how m i gonna get up 2 moro....just chatted with one of my friend....reminded me something real horrible ...yeap ! u r right...EXAMINATION ~
wat else would a student hate....xD

11 may ppl....my mid year....crappy...really crappy...my first exam edi have terrible results....dun ask...dun mention ...haih*disappointed (heads down)
thinkin of my mid year exam made me shivers....*goosebumps...=X
the freakin exam will last for like wat ...3 weeks ?!?! die... die... die... i will have sleepless nights don't i ?

i counted the paper i m taking....10 subs....22 papers ! 22 !!!! wat the heck ?! how come so many 1 ?? i have no idea....=/
i dun wanna be the last in my class....i dun wan gaps between me n my friend...just because of our study standard ? she's smarter n i am more dumb ? i dun hope tis to happen to me....T^T

i hate exams....hu one earth in this world created examinations ?!?! i so wanna chop tat fella now....geramnya ~
form 4 is a honeymoon year ? well, tis situation is definitely not happenin to me....my form 4 life is quite sucky actually....homework, pressure, more homework and more pressure...don't u think so ???

alrite...watever it is...i got to go now...dun tink i can stand writing anymore...later kena marah frm aunty pulak...confirm ! buh byes ~ see u next time my readers !! ^^ *if there's any....=P