wishesfreedom
ahhhhhhhhhh ~ here comes the attack of our famous MID TERM EXAM.
stupid la....make the exam so much earlier. :(
giek sei me lor....exam still everyday online....fb....msn...and NO STUDY :'(
crap.
finished bm, eng n maths exam so far...
hopefully can score better in maths this time....cuz i hardly score well...and this time exam i tink it's much easier than last time one. :X weird.
jeezzz....as for my eng. i wrote an essay bout Amelia in the wonderland.
ok, i know, u would most probably be laughing the hell out of u now :S
yea. say me creative or too imaginative. xD
i even had dreams of animals talking....but far away different frm alice's one. \
dogs are scared of cats. wow, be amazed :P
lol, what ?! it just pop the idea in my mind what...what can i do....
the storyline was a bit of cartoon n movie mix...
but....due to time limitations, i shorten my essay to like REAL SHORT till the story line kinda, doesn't make sense ?? iish....also dunno will minus lots of marks a not.... :(
jia sern became our mr.bony today. lol.
cuz din go lab, stayed in class so skinny ppl like him will become our specimen ? xD
his expression when being touched by teacher was darn darn funny :D haha
when we're talking bout human actually have a "hidden" tail the ---- coccyx .
suren suddenly shout SCORPION. which, made the whole class laughed.
even teacher teased him with that later. how cute.
i've finally finished off my moral. just need another 2 pages for printing work. who can help me ??? :(
do bio work n that moral project thing till 1.30 a.m. around 2 oni slept n woke up at freaking 5 + a.m. ??
i wanna cry. darn sleepy and tired. STILL, i dun wanna sleep n fb-ing :S
wishesfreedom
ok, i'm bored. i'm real bored.
i wanna do something. but not wanting to move as well. i bet u had this kind of thoughts before rite.
ok, i'm feeling real stupid for talking something like this now.
ignore me :X
i found this song wedding dress really amusing me.
i love their mv n music. darn.
i dunno what they're singing but the rhythm. i rate 5 stars wei :D
super in love with that song now...
the mv main leader was so cham....didn't get to be together with her beloved woman just because he asked for her hand in marriage slower than his best friend :( *sob....
*sorry, getting emotional.
well, i wanna go out with my babes !
sze's goin to ts tomorrow !!! i wannnnn ~~~~~~~~~~~ :'(
damn. i wanna meet **** bring me along !!!! :X
when i went han's place today....i bumped into pui li's family by coincidence.
and that...includes MR.THAM !!! oO!!
oh my.
i was walking with han up to office. n saw them in front of a shop.
i felt so malu....when he looked at me using THAT kind of look. scary. he stares even when i left....
if i didn't score well again this time in chem i guess he'll kill me and say that's the reason...pak to too much huh ? *whoops :X
damn, i was really freaked out.
i sms pui li n he said he's actually fine with it since han's a good boy. xD hahahahahhaha !
i laughed my head off seeing the sms.
add maths is really driving me crazy just now....got confused by a few quest.
han finally decided. most probably gonna go for American Degree Program.
either at Taylor's or Sunway gua.... haven decide.
then later get back to UTAR n ask can cont. study there a not. if still doesn't work out...i guess he really have to study in another country.... :|
then i can't see him often edi :\
but it's for his good though even if that happens....it's his future. i can't be selfish n lock him down could i ?
i will wait u. :)
just make sure u dun change ur heart ok ? :(
ok, i'm currently listening a very sad song....and having such thought comin across my mind just made hot tears came streaming down my cheeks uncontrollably.
i'm such a cry baby. i just cry so easily. I HATE MYSELF. :(
often, i meant like really OFTEN ! i tend to simply think.
of unimaginable consequences. things that will not happen. all kinds of possibilities.
i would get myself really hurt and insecure....and starts to fall tears out of sudden all by myself.
silly isn't it ? but i just can't help to do so.
i always hide my feelings. and just one fine day, i might pour it all out like out of sudden. :(
i'm so depressed right now. having all kinds of flashbacks right now.
of my childhood. of my parents. of my family. of my relatives n of HIM.
if he really went, i guess we don't really get to contact each other often since he'll be busy with his study life n social life there.
i'm really insecure n afraid now.
i got so developed into this relationship that i can't pull back myself anymore.
if he really left my life, i guess my whole world would just come stumbling down.
i noe we can still contact each other using phones n web cam. but saying it is way too easy than doing it.
i knew a long distance relationship would be difficult to manage and guard.
i've lots of ppl around me trying to keep a long distance relationship and failed badly.
this is really adding up to my fear.
it's driving me crazy.
wishesfreedom
hmmmm.....nth much really happened today.
ok, minutes ago i was being lectured.
for ?
well, according to them...not having proper diet. i'm anaemic ? wat the....
come on la. i din even lose weight ok....plus, i GAINED. :S
i was forced to take in pills. just ate centrum.
they even asked me to get some vit. C.
great, now aunty was being influenced n started yelling at me....babblering next to me NON STOP.
and of course, as i'd expected....she start giving out statements like....
" You think u thin very pretty ah ? "
" Keep on so "HAO"... "
" Dunno yourself actually very ugly... "
excuse me, LOOK WHO IS TALKING. *roll eyes.
i was damn pissed off.
forget it. hmph.
i went along with han to UTAR for registration today.
went mcd with his parents n niece before heading there.
embarrassing moments.
i drank sprite n han made me laugh. i spat out some of the drink n it nearly kena his mum !
OMG ! die....
imej marks all kena minus edi :(
*grrhhhh....i will kill u han ! next time u meet my mum i do all these to u baru tau !
i wanna bite him so much.
came across seeing fam online. so chatted with him a while n told him bout tis.
he suggested me to bite harder. LOL. see ! ppl aso ask me dun give u face ah....xD
gud aso....bite harder so will have scar n he'll member. xD
erm, he can't get in for the course he wanted because he's not a science stream student.
so either now he'll have to take STPM or change course.
he was thinking of taking A levels at other places first then try to come back later. but he's not sure whether it'll work out for him.
so, he might take South Australian Matriculation first...IF it works out that he can take foundation there n back diverting to actuarial science.
well, if all these doesn't work, i guess he'll just have to pick other courses.
perhaps finance or advertising design. since he's not into business n accounting.
after that went Jusco. while his dad went on to post stuff. we played games there. LOL.
really had fun :D
had a nice meal before heading home :)
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