我又拍拖了。。。。^^ ~ 嘻嘻。。。
这次的他，对我很好。。。。应该不会像之前那些散的那么快吧。。。=S
一定会持久滴 ！嗯 ~ 我相信会滴 ！ =)
我这个星期五要去 Port Dickson 了哦。。。。所以你是不会看到我上网滴 ~
星期一才回来 ~ 我会很想念你们滴 ！ 尤其是你 ~~~~ =P
明天有人生日了哦 ~~~~ wakakakakka ~ 生日快乐 ！ =D
希望你能够天天都那么开心阿 ~ ^^
我又拍拖了。。。。^^ ~ 嘻嘻。。。
这次的他，对我很好。。。。应该不会像之前那些散的那么快吧。。。=S
一定会持久滴 ！嗯 ~ 我相信会滴 ！ =)
我这个星期五要去 Port Dickson 了哦。。。。所以你是不会看到我上网滴 ~
星期一才回来 ~ 我会很想念你们滴 ！ 尤其是你 ~~~~ =P
明天有人生日了哦 ~~~~ wakakakakka ~ 生日快乐 ！ =D
希望你能够天天都那么开心阿 ~ ^^
我知道你心情不好。。。所以我更加不敢自做主张的去找你聊天。。。
你昨天确实是吓到了我。。。我很意外。。。真的没想到。。。
我不想就这样没了你这个朋友。。。我想开心难过都可以找你聊天，告诉你我的心
事。。。我很想要有你这个姐妹。。。不想因为那件是就不再睬对方了。。。
你好些了在找我好吗 ？
不要不睬我。。。这样的你很恐怖。。。。我会怕的。。。不要吓我了好吗？？
你昨天确实是吓到了我。。。我很意外。。。真的没想到。。。
我不想就这样没了你这个朋友。。。我想开心难过都可以找你聊天，告诉你我的心
事。。。我很想要有你这个姐妹。。。不想因为那件是就不再睬对方了。。。
你好些了在找我好吗 ？
不要不睬我。。。这样的你很恐怖。。。。我会怕的。。。不要吓我了好吗？？
为了我们滴友情，我会等你的 ！ 我的姐妹~~~
我发现了一件事 。。。。
对他， 我好像越来越有好感了喔。。。。shhhhhhhhh.......记得帮我保守秘密。。。。这，将会是个不能说的秘密。。。。我既然写在这里咧 ~ 你可不要说出去喔 ~ =P
记得啊 ！！=X
有他在身边我好像自然而然的会开心，会笑。。。。他对我很好。。。。我很喜欢被他呵护和关心的感觉。。。
这， 是喜欢他的现象吗？
每次上网第一个找的人就是他。。。 ( 除非在我上网前就有要找的人啦 )我不知他有没有同感。。。或者，他有没有喜欢的人。。。。我不知道。。。
很自然的，我会想起他。。。会想知道他在做什么。。。他很幽默，虽然有时会有
点孩子气，可是，这样的他挺可爱的。。。=P
可是有时，我真的不知道该不该放真感情下去。。。我害怕又会再次受伤。。。害
怕他只是玩玩下。。。害怕是我自己想太多。。。
只个爱的宣言，我是不会说写给谁的。。。让你们自己猜吧 ~
可是不要乱猜喔。。。。等下猜错 ！ 误会我喜欢你。。。。那就不好啦。。。。=P
听起来还真是自恋的我啊 ~~ xD
今天， 我分手了。。。
根本就没有什么情人之间该有的感觉吗。。。。那，还不如分了算了。。。
旧的恋情没了。。。只好等待新的 ~ =X
我跟他分手会是很自私的事吗？还是合情合理？
从我说想要分手的时候开始就没人反对过。。。。这是好事还是坏事啊。。。。=S
反正他也没什么要挽留我的现象。。。算了，我应该是做了对的选择。。。这种人不
该为他伤心的 ~ =)
学校最后一天上学，放假咯 ~~~ yay ！！ 好开心啊 ~ =D
因为不用读书了。。。可可。。。 =P
今天也是我们学校庆祝教师节的一天喔 ~
开头是有点闷啦。。。因为要听老师说废话。。。。这个给完 speech 就到那个给。。。
要讲都给我们坐其它地方吗。。。。sit at wet padang floor....好彩我朋友有多出来的报纸而已啊。。。XD
今年的 performance 很好笑，很好看因为超精彩滴 ~~~ 哈哈。。。
我很喜欢他们的sketch。。。很爆笑的哦 ~
老师和学生一起演滴 ~~~ =P
尤其是老师。。。她竟然扮学生。。。很像咯 ~ 超可爱滴 ！ =P
跟学生演坏学生逃课，tic-tac-toe 老师的车。。。。 XD 哈哈。。。。
跳舞的也很不错哦 ~
我看到 tze wei 他们跳。。。心想，他们还真会扭啊 ！ =P shhhh....wakakkakakaka....
终于都看到了涵阳他们的表演了 ！ =P
哈哈。。。。很可爱 ~~~ 尤其是他们在唱自己 cipta 的 歌那时。。。。XD 哈哈。。。
竟然跳起舞来了~ 很可爱吧 ？？ xD
然后他们有表演 flag dance ~ very nice ! nice one guys !! =D
哈哈。。。。几时能帮我签下你们的大名啊？？=P
我的脸还真的是跟其他人的手有缘啊。。。。一个星期不懂要给人捏几次 ！ =S
好惨啊。。。。今天有中招了~ =|
可可。。。。今天好像有人帮我“遮风挡雨”在我的身旁。。。谢谢你！ =P 哈哈。。。。
我好像有了个坏习惯咧。。。越来越不怕带着lens睡觉。。。。惨了，不能养成这
个习惯啦。。。。万一有一天真的上了去怎么办 ？！？！ O.o
我到时真的会哭死。。。。
刚才突然间觉得好累好累啊。。。就这样在床睡着了 ！ =X
醒来时看东西朦朦的。。。。=S lens 走位了吗 ？？看镜子又没有啊。。。 好彩迟点好回了~ =D
惨了！ 不懂做什么了。。。。都怪YKS的乌鸦嘴。。。。我好像真的给他讲中了！
对他，我好像根本就没有拍拖 FEEL 的。。。==''
这是口头上叫对方亲密的名字而已。。。
越来越想分手。。。跟他，我好像没什么讲话这样。。。。可能是他忙到没时间睬
我，我才会这样想的吧。。。我觉得我跟刚认识不久的朋友还有更多话题聊呢 ！
=S
都不懂这个放假要不要去见他好。。。应为至今，我都还没跟他碰过面。。。。
跟他讲话又好像有点敷衍的样子。。。。不大想睬他。。。
很多人都跟我说他是个 PLAY BOY 。。。。而且有谣言说他外面还有另外一个女友！
都不懂该不该信好 ！ =/
我已经有两个 EX 是这样的了。。。。我不想要再一次的历史从演 ！
如果在这样的话，我就会有三个 EX 都是一脚踏两船的人。。。( 应为如果他一脚
踏两船，我一定分手！分手)
很讨厌这种男生。。。只会玩弄人家的感情。。。女生就不是人吗？我们也有感受
的好不好 ？！？！
真的好烦啊！！谁能够给我一些意见呢？？
我。。。应该放手吗？？
做回朋友？？ 还是什么？？
我的这段恋情也未免结束的太快了吧 ~ =|
tis is so freaking boring !
just 6 of us in class....but basically 4 oni....cuz the other 2 went sumwhere else bertugas ~
me, ju, suren, kishen....all chit chat whole day ! xD in the class....and the library...
talk wat ?? nonsense oni la....we talk crap there oni...came up with stupid topics...
topics like the way skool ppl dresses....teachers,lalas.... example for teacher , the famous miss "SLIM" ... yes ! we comented on her sixties boots again ~ lol =P
suren was askin y on earth lalas love to wear shorts tats freakin short n long sleeves shirt....wat he said next really made me laughed...
" what ?! they were cold up n hot down there ?? "
let him za dao ! xD
then kishen starts off with his pink issue ~ LOL
kishen is offended with guys tat wear pink....( how bout U ?? )
especially after he found out tat suren has pink undies...or maybe even a pink shirt ~
he just find them gay or sumtin...
well, if u noe suren....u will definitely noe wat he'll do next....yes ! FIGHT BACK ~
he's askin everyone wat's wrong with guys in pink....include teacher =X
later, our topic even changed to abs...xD
we went to the library durin sivik....not to read books but continue to chit chat....
we were talkin there n then suddenly suren wants to sleep....so he put his head lyin on my lap ... which is damn freakin ticklish ! i can't stop laughin....laughed till i stomachache edi...=S
so at last changed to he sleepin on ju's lap....but he cant really sleep....cuz it hurts ju n suren say no flesh on her lap....lol ! does tat means i have too much ? xD hahahahahhahaha.....hu cares la ~ lalalalalalala ~
he says he needs to sleep higher up for more flesh....xD
we took funny pics....( yea, sumbody brought phone ~ lol ! shhhhh..... xD * note : NOT ME ~ )
and of course....u can imagine our volume in the library....
haha....kena marah frm librarians....actually not yet even a full librarian....but hu cares....the point is we kena yelled at....she keep on repeatin
" SIREN, PLS !! "
then after recess we went to kiaramas skool....
FREAKIN bored there....nth to do aso....just wonder around the skool compound.....took some leaflets bout the colleges....
i found out tis group of ppl gossipin bout me....( can they be ever more obvious ? )
wat u wanna ask or say then just tell infront of me la...@~@
our skool ppl ! haih....
in the bus i was still doing my stars....crap ! hands BENGKAK edi....T^T soooooo pain ! sob...sob....
LOL ~ ( chun han....i mentioned ur name here !! xD )
i din bully u la.....i treat u so gud u summore say wanna drive car n bang me....wat la u....if i really involved in accident , then everyone will noe find hu first ( especially the police... ) * choy ! touch wood ~
next week is ur b'day le oh....skip Pn.Goh's class summore hor....naughty ! xD
haha....anyways, happy advanced birthday first....INCASE ur forgetful friend, ME ....forget .... =X
i tertidur with my lens on today....luckily din went up oni...xD
take out right side no problem....but leh....left side haih...
is like takin forever....eyes aso red edi....n i poke my eyes by accident ! ouch !!! =S
darn it.... =|
n today she's soooooooo not in the right mood....
keep on throwin things oni....swt la....
first is glass bowl then is mirror....
i actually wonder why she wanna throw them at the first place....breakin them herself n have to pay to buy a new one again...wat's the point...@~@''
n she actually threw the damn mirror at me....after tat i have to clean up for her summore....
really wanna choke her tat very moment....if sum 1 passes me a knife tat time....i really might stab her....arghhh....
let him za dao ! xD
then kishen starts off with his pink issue ~ LOL
kishen is offended with guys tat wear pink....( how bout U ?? )
especially after he found out tat suren has pink undies...or maybe even a pink shirt ~
he just find them gay or sumtin...
well, if u noe suren....u will definitely noe wat he'll do next....yes ! FIGHT BACK ~
he's askin everyone wat's wrong with guys in pink....include teacher =X
later, our topic even changed to abs...xD
we went to the library durin sivik....not to read books but continue to chit chat....
we were talkin there n then suddenly suren wants to sleep....so he put his head lyin on my lap ... which is damn freakin ticklish ! i can't stop laughin....laughed till i stomachache edi...=S
so at last changed to he sleepin on ju's lap....but he cant really sleep....cuz it hurts ju n suren say no flesh on her lap....lol ! does tat means i have too much ? xD hahahahahhahaha.....hu cares la ~ lalalalalalala ~
he says he needs to sleep higher up for more flesh....xD
we took funny pics....( yea, sumbody brought phone ~ lol ! shhhhh..... xD * note : NOT ME ~ )
and of course....u can imagine our volume in the library....
haha....kena marah frm librarians....actually not yet even a full librarian....but hu cares....the point is we kena yelled at....she keep on repeatin
" SIREN, PLS !! "
lol ! she needs to improve on her communicating way....she's becomin like miss "SLIM" and her " covarent bom !" *laughin like mad ( sorry, no offense... )
i mean, come on la, if she edi can't pronounce properly, can't she speak in a more polite manner that wouldn't annoy all of us ??
she should learn frm her junior, " please keep quiet... " (tis is much better ~ much more better than the stupid yellin girl... =='' )
ju was obviously pissed off....she, well, scolded her back.... xD
i mean, come on la, if she edi can't pronounce properly, can't she speak in a more polite manner that wouldn't annoy all of us ??
she should learn frm her junior, " please keep quiet... " (tis is much better ~ much more better than the stupid yellin girl... =='' )
ju was obviously pissed off....she, well, scolded her back.... xD
FREAKIN bored there....nth to do aso....just wonder around the skool compound.....took some leaflets bout the colleges....
i found out tis group of ppl gossipin bout me....( can they be ever more obvious ? )
wat u wanna ask or say then just tell infront of me la...@~@
our skool ppl ! haih....
in the bus i was still doing my stars....crap ! hands BENGKAK edi....T^T soooooo pain ! sob...sob....
LOL ~ ( chun han....i mentioned ur name here !! xD )
i din bully u la.....i treat u so gud u summore say wanna drive car n bang me....wat la u....if i really involved in accident , then everyone will noe find hu first ( especially the police... ) * choy ! touch wood ~
next week is ur b'day le oh....skip Pn.Goh's class summore hor....naughty ! xD
haha....anyways, happy advanced birthday first....INCASE ur forgetful friend, ME ....forget .... =X
i tertidur with my lens on today....luckily din went up oni...xD
take out right side no problem....but leh....left side haih...
is like takin forever....eyes aso red edi....n i poke my eyes by accident ! ouch !!! =S
darn it.... =|
n today she's soooooooo not in the right mood....
keep on throwin things oni....swt la....
first is glass bowl then is mirror....
i actually wonder why she wanna throw them at the first place....breakin them herself n have to pay to buy a new one again...wat's the point...@~@''
n she actually threw the damn mirror at me....after tat i have to clean up for her summore....
really wanna choke her tat very moment....if sum 1 passes me a knife tat time....i really might stab her....arghhh....
FINALLY !!!!
yesh ~~~~~~~ woohooo !!!!! *jump n touch the ceiling (as if i can.... )
high 5 ppl ~~~ NO MORE EXAM !
muahahahahha....exam free....stress free ~~~ no need sleep at 12 a.m. plus n wake up at 4 a.m. anymore....well, at least for now... yay ~ so happy !! =D here i come my comp ! muackz ~ =P keke *over excited ....
can relax edi...phew ~
i m stickin myself to the comp now ! dun care....xD
no seni again today....stayed back for nth ~
form 5 still have exam ....gambateh ppl !
when i stay back i kena cubit....again....WCL !!!!!!
my pitiful face was pinched three times tis week ~ ouch....ke lian....ke lian....haih....
tomorrow got rukun negara oh....n i haven learn the sign languages....crap !
i was plannin not to go skool 2 moro...since tat most of them din go....mana tau....i forgot liao esok i kena plan activities for the club members....T^T
holidays are just around the corner ~
lookin forward to go out with friends....actually our table punya ppl say wanna go out eat buffet 1....tak tau tis time berjaya a not la....haha....must watch budget summore....cuz maybe goin out a few times....summore i was actually plannin for my second bakin experience 1 leh ! but hor....everyting is about money...grrr.....tis world ah....money, money, money...no money no talk type 1....cash is the prob now....
let's figure tat out later....hmmmm.....=/
i wanna bake again ~~~~ lalalalala ~ but dunno can a not la...see got budget a not first....=P
ok, i misunderstand edi....he din no reply me on purpose....just tat....maybe he reply a bit slow....i need to set my mind properly edi....cannot keep on simply tink ~ =S
nothing much happen to me today...cuz i spent my "wonderful" day with my "wonderful" history book....damn it....made me so freaking sleepy.... =="
they can be the best bed time stories the world has ever known....
if u r lack of sleep....dun worry ~ here's the solution !
buy urself a history text book....start flipping....
read the first few lines of the first page....u will start to feel drowsy....
eyes gettin heavier....very very heavy....n u will feel freakin sleepy !! man....they can really hypnotize u easily...trust me on tat... =X
jie they all came today....had dinner....freakin full....eat roasted duck some more....i sure gain weight T^T sob....sob.....
lol ~ i love the cincau ! yesterday we drank....now u noe y aunty dun make it for us on weekdays cui ~~~ lalalalala ~~~~ =P keke...
xxx called me again....while i was studyin ...we talked for quite long....though i have no idea wats the point of the whole conversation....he's praisin me.... is he drunk again or wat ?? =S
cuz he sounded different frm the way he usually talk to me....hmmmm.....i wonder why....b4 tis xxx saw me in skool but acted like nth ever happened...i dunno him , he dunno me....we're total strangers.....as if i were transparent....he can't see me....but now, he suddenly talk to me again...wat's goin on now....
but !
at the same time, it might be bad if he is the jealousy jealousy type....
no...no...no...no....dun misunderstand....not jealous because u flirt with other ppl...if u flirt he jealous is normal....n u r definitely wrong...
but u din flirt or anytin ! u r just plain chattin with a friend....n he is jealous....at the same time he dun allow u to talk to ANY OTHER GUY ever again....
JUST NO ~~~~~ @~@"
he oni allows u to talk with girls....isn't tat a bit too protective ? he seems to be tying u with ropes ! n the ropes are definitely NOT loose ropes.... =S
well, tis is happenin to me now....m i suppose to be glad or be sad now ? i knew he cared la....but tis type is a bit too much isn't it ?? =/
nothing much happen to me today...cuz i spent my "wonderful" day with my "wonderful" history book....damn it....made me so freaking sleepy.... =="
they can be the best bed time stories the world has ever known....
if u r lack of sleep....dun worry ~ here's the solution !
buy urself a history text book....start flipping....
read the first few lines of the first page....u will start to feel drowsy....
eyes gettin heavier....very very heavy....n u will feel freakin sleepy !! man....they can really hypnotize u easily...trust me on tat... =X
jie they all came today....had dinner....freakin full....eat roasted duck some more....i sure gain weight T^T sob....sob.....
lol ~ i love the cincau ! yesterday we drank....now u noe y aunty dun make it for us on weekdays cui ~~~ lalalalala ~~~~ =P keke...
xxx called me again....while i was studyin ...we talked for quite long....though i have no idea wats the point of the whole conversation....he's praisin me.... is he drunk again or wat ?? =S
cuz he sounded different frm the way he usually talk to me....hmmmm.....i wonder why....b4 tis xxx saw me in skool but acted like nth ever happened...i dunno him , he dunno me....we're total strangers.....as if i were transparent....he can't see me....but now, he suddenly talk to me again...wat's goin on now....
is it a gud thing or a bad thing to have a bf tat wants to tie u up ?
it may be gud cuz this proves tat he cares for u n was afraid tat other ppl might steal u away frm him....but !
at the same time, it might be bad if he is the jealousy jealousy type....
no...no...no...no....dun misunderstand....not jealous because u flirt with other ppl...if u flirt he jealous is normal....n u r definitely wrong...
but u din flirt or anytin ! u r just plain chattin with a friend....n he is jealous....at the same time he dun allow u to talk to ANY OTHER GUY ever again....
JUST NO ~~~~~ @~@"
he oni allows u to talk with girls....isn't tat a bit too protective ? he seems to be tying u with ropes ! n the ropes are definitely NOT loose ropes.... =S
well, tis is happenin to me now....m i suppose to be glad or be sad now ? i knew he cared la....but tis type is a bit too much isn't it ?? =/
i tink i should share this with u all....cuz i found it very touching.... =)
七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了………
七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了………
男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。
——纯纯的“对不起”。
男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。
——“对不起”的快乐。
大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。
——“对不起”也是一种承诺。
婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”
——“对不起”，谎言的开始。
渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。
——“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。
女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。
——这样的“对不起”太伤人。
男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。
“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”
男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。
——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。
那一年，男孩疯了。
每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……不要随意地说出对不起……
disappointed ....
he did not reply my sms....wat's wrong now ?? he din receive or dun wanna reply me....
we rarely talk ! wat the....
is tis how it's suppose to be ?? O.o
me, NO IDEA.... =/
my friend told me, guys n girls are diff...at the startin point...guys usually gave in more effort....but later, girls are doin all the work....well, this is mostly wat happens....is tat it ?? *doubts....
dun tell me tis is the end of it and we're startin n endin so fast .... =x well, let's hope not then....
hope tat he'll reply me soon then.... *hoping eagerly....
i've been checkin my phone like nearly every second now....n everytime....disappointments....tats always wat i get back....
add maths totally sucks ! arrgghhhhhh !!!! come on ppl ....some 1 need to band tat damn subject !
i left most of my papers blank....great....no need score....prepare to fail....tat is my WEAKEST subject of all....i wonder wat m i gonna do with it when SPM comes....ok amy, tis is thinkin a bit far....forget it...
moral....oh no....i actually did member all the stupid kata kunci n definisi....but then, as i start writin on my paper....they seems to be vanished into thin air....lost n gone ~ =S
crap !
add maths....the most disastrous ting on earth ! =X
last 15 mins oni i started on my essay for moral....n then i wrote till the third paragraph oni realize tat my essay was in WRONG FORMAT....great ....tis is JUST GREAT ! =/
last five minutes....finished off my last paragraph in the correct way....cancelled off the whole second paragraph except the contoh...add in words here n there n join with the first 1....it's kinda messy.... =X damn it....dunno can score a not 1...all the nilai n kata kunci i aso not sure edi....keep on doubting my answer during the examination....
i got my lens yesterday....n i wear it today ~~~~ woohoo ~~~~ =P
ok, i'm still not used to see myself in pic with lens....looked....DOLLY ??
lol ~ add maths teacher saw my eyes n asked me am i a chinese.....hahahahahhahaa.....
the takin out part made my left eyes turn red....keep on peel aso dun wan come out....grrrrhhhh....geramnya ~
just pray tat i wont get infection or stuff like tat ..... if not whole thing no use edi....xD
cuz my dad got b4.... so, u noe...genetics...scare i have too ~ =S
lol ~ nvr expected WCL to do tat outside the bilik guru today....
learnin Jay Chou's Secret....he points at my face when i turned around....hahahhahaha....so cute of him....LOL !
but then later kena cubit....ouch ~ =S
i wonder why so many ppl like to cubit my face ah.....i 16 edi leh ! summore kena cubit muka.... =X
haha....talkin bout pinchin face....memories flows back....
i suddenly remembered my primary skool teacher at kajang....
he's the PK HEM....also...my moral teacher....i was a prefect tat time....at the age of ....erm....9 or 10 like tat la....he likes to pinch me....damn it....dunno y....eh ...eh...eh....U adult la....behave ! pinch ur students....wanna die ah...later i sue u then u noe....everytime i see him i sure turn around n walk away 1....cuz he CONFIRM ! will cubit me....=/
definitely not me ~ xD i din kena so teruk YET....xD
he did not reply my sms....wat's wrong now ?? he din receive or dun wanna reply me....
we rarely talk ! wat the....
is tis how it's suppose to be ?? O.o
me, NO IDEA.... =/
my friend told me, guys n girls are diff...at the startin point...guys usually gave in more effort....but later, girls are doin all the work....well, this is mostly wat happens....is tat it ?? *doubts....
dun tell me tis is the end of it and we're startin n endin so fast .... =x well, let's hope not then....
hope tat he'll reply me soon then.... *hoping eagerly....
i've been checkin my phone like nearly every second now....n everytime....disappointments....tats always wat i get back....
add maths totally sucks ! arrgghhhhhh !!!! come on ppl ....some 1 need to band tat damn subject !
i left most of my papers blank....great....no need score....prepare to fail....tat is my WEAKEST subject of all....i wonder wat m i gonna do with it when SPM comes....ok amy, tis is thinkin a bit far....forget it...
moral....oh no....i actually did member all the stupid kata kunci n definisi....but then, as i start writin on my paper....they seems to be vanished into thin air....lost n gone ~ =S
crap !
add maths....the most disastrous ting on earth ! =Xlast 15 mins oni i started on my essay for moral....n then i wrote till the third paragraph oni realize tat my essay was in WRONG FORMAT....great ....tis is JUST GREAT ! =/
last five minutes....finished off my last paragraph in the correct way....cancelled off the whole second paragraph except the contoh...add in words here n there n join with the first 1....it's kinda messy.... =X damn it....dunno can score a not 1...all the nilai n kata kunci i aso not sure edi....keep on doubting my answer during the examination....
i got my lens yesterday....n i wear it today ~~~~ woohoo ~~~~ =P
ok, i'm still not used to see myself in pic with lens....looked....DOLLY ??
lol ~ add maths teacher saw my eyes n asked me am i a chinese.....hahahahahhahaa.....
the takin out part made my left eyes turn red....keep on peel aso dun wan come out....grrrrhhhh....geramnya ~
just pray tat i wont get infection or stuff like tat ..... if not whole thing no use edi....xD
cuz my dad got b4.... so, u noe...genetics...scare i have too ~ =S
lol ~ nvr expected WCL to do tat outside the bilik guru today....
learnin Jay Chou's Secret....he points at my face when i turned around....hahahhahaha....so cute of him....LOL !
but then later kena cubit....ouch ~ =S
i wonder why so many ppl like to cubit my face ah.....i 16 edi leh ! summore kena cubit muka.... =X
haha....talkin bout pinchin face....memories flows back....
i suddenly remembered my primary skool teacher at kajang....
he's the PK HEM....also...my moral teacher....i was a prefect tat time....at the age of ....erm....9 or 10 like tat la....he likes to pinch me....damn it....dunno y....eh ...eh...eh....U adult la....behave ! pinch ur students....wanna die ah...later i sue u then u noe....everytime i see him i sure turn around n walk away 1....cuz he CONFIRM ! will cubit me....=/
definitely not me ~ xD i din kena so teruk YET....xD
i accepted him....
a significance of my brand new start....
my new life...
LOL ~ why sounded so dramatic....xD let's not be too formal shall we ??
i started of a brand new relationship....when ?? yesterday....=P haha...dun ask me why choose to start this relationship off when i m half way exam-ing ....i aso tak tau kenapa la.... =x iish....i memang ada prob punya la...xD
he is clement ! my dear ~~~~~~~~~ muackx ! =P
tis is him ~~~~~ =)
i told tis to looi, pf they all....n they started laughing like NON-STOP.... =S
wat's wrong ??? O.o'' *skeptical look....
i m blur ~ i have no idea wat's so funny....
but later they compared clement with B****** ....hell NO !
ewwwwwwwwww......... puhleeze la.... B****** is way way way more worse....n clement is definitely way betterthan pocket koyak too....
those other 2 were NEVER in my list la...pls...dun even mention their names...someone might just cough out blood u noe ?? xD
B****** wanna be catogarized as a playboy ? no no no no no....he din have the qualities n characteristics...tak layak...FAILED ! * ding...ding ...OUT ~
exam was....haih....u noe la....never seems to be better...this war is gonna last for a long time summore....load up ur bullets to tembak with me ppl ! =P
2 moro is crappy...chem paper 3, physic paper 3 n bio paper 3 all together 1 shot ! wat the heck ?!?! =S
OMG ~~~~~ haven study....die....=/
any1 have suggestions on improvin memory to memorize those crazy experiments.... =o
lol ~ just now talk to my friend on msn....we doodle on net....hahahha.....very cute drawings lor....=P
he say me dun jadi like loan shark....then i say i worse.... n he drew a shark ( which dun look like 1....it looked like some erm....barney to me ?? hahaha....but a very cute version of me....wat's barney ? the purple dinasour on tv....xD )
since tat he say i m a shark.... i drew back him a small,dead fish...haha ( him ) i ate him...he's dead...=P then he drew a bigger fish sayin tats the mum of his seekin revenge frm me....ate me up...=x
then i drew back a blue whale....ate the mum ! xD wakakkakaka
unbelieveable.... he drew a boat...comin to catch the whale....i drew back a polis.... caught him for tryin to kill animals on the verge of extinction....X)
he drew me a lawyer to come n save him n i drew back a judge tat found him guilty ! =P
he drew himself naik gila....fighting to speak up for himself while i drew him a polis holding gun ...move anymore n the bullet will pass through u....xD wakakakkaka ( guna paksa sedikit... ) at last he drew himself dead.....kena gun shot...lol ~ i guess he's too stubborn....still wanna talk back....
so the end ---- he's DEAD.... =x awwww.....sad for u ?? haha....xD
his lawyer.... =x
vs my judge ?? xD
the blue whale mangsa ~ X)
my police with gun ! =P
a significance of my brand new start....
my new life...
LOL ~ why sounded so dramatic....xD let's not be too formal shall we ??
i started of a brand new relationship....when ?? yesterday....=P haha...dun ask me why choose to start this relationship off when i m half way exam-ing ....i aso tak tau kenapa la.... =x iish....i memang ada prob punya la...xD
he is clement ! my dear ~~~~~~~~~ muackx ! =P
tis is him ~~~~~ =)i told tis to looi, pf they all....n they started laughing like NON-STOP.... =S
wat's wrong ??? O.o'' *skeptical look....
i m blur ~ i have no idea wat's so funny....
but later they compared clement with B****** ....hell NO !
ewwwwwwwwww......... puhleeze la.... B****** is way way way more worse....n clement is definitely way betterthan pocket koyak too....
those other 2 were NEVER in my list la...pls...dun even mention their names...someone might just cough out blood u noe ?? xD
B****** wanna be catogarized as a playboy ? no no no no no....he din have the qualities n characteristics...tak layak...FAILED ! * ding...ding ...OUT ~
exam was....haih....u noe la....never seems to be better...this war is gonna last for a long time summore....load up ur bullets to tembak with me ppl ! =P
2 moro is crappy...chem paper 3, physic paper 3 n bio paper 3 all together 1 shot ! wat the heck ?!?! =S
OMG ~~~~~ haven study....die....=/
any1 have suggestions on improvin memory to memorize those crazy experiments.... =o
lol ~ just now talk to my friend on msn....we doodle on net....hahahha.....very cute drawings lor....=P
he say me dun jadi like loan shark....then i say i worse.... n he drew a shark ( which dun look like 1....it looked like some erm....barney to me ?? hahaha....but a very cute version of me....wat's barney ? the purple dinasour on tv....xD )
since tat he say i m a shark.... i drew back him a small,dead fish...haha ( him ) i ate him...he's dead...=P then he drew a bigger fish sayin tats the mum of his seekin revenge frm me....ate me up...=x
then i drew back a blue whale....ate the mum ! xD wakakkakaka
unbelieveable.... he drew a boat...comin to catch the whale....i drew back a polis.... caught him for tryin to kill animals on the verge of extinction....X)
he drew me a lawyer to come n save him n i drew back a judge tat found him guilty ! =P
he drew himself naik gila....fighting to speak up for himself while i drew him a polis holding gun ...move anymore n the bullet will pass through u....xD wakakakkaka ( guna paksa sedikit... ) at last he drew himself dead.....kena gun shot...lol ~ i guess he's too stubborn....still wanna talk back....
so the end ---- he's DEAD.... =x awwww.....sad for u ?? haha....xD
his lawyer.... =x
vs my judge ?? xD
the blue whale mangsa ~ X)
my police with gun ! =P
this is just gonna be a short blog...
let me tell u wat happened minutes ago....
oh my god !
this is ....so so so so so freaking HILARIOUS.... xD
i just mistaken someone else as my DAD ?!?!?! wat the heck....yea....
this is so freakin embarrassing lor....
i m in a totally OMG ----- shocked status.... =x
cuz he's havin the same name as my dad mah....wat to do....of course will misunderstand one la...=x
i thought my dad was usin someone else's pic and lied to me to check on me....xD wakakkakakaka....
luckily i called him later....then oni realize it was 2 different ppl....just coincidence oni la...xD
scare dao me....lol ~
i somemore reply his sms wat u noe ?
haha....smart....wat if mummy know ??
aiya, something like tat la....xD
cuz my parents divorced mah....mummy wont let dad find me without her permission one....
sms me without her permission is lagi impossible la....so i thought my dad use other ppl pic just to trick me lor...xD
yea...yea....laugh all u want....okie ? had enough of laughter ?? xD
tat's all frm me ! =P shhhhh..... ;)
let me tell u wat happened minutes ago....
oh my god !
this is ....so so so so so freaking HILARIOUS.... xD
i just mistaken someone else as my DAD ?!?!?! wat the heck....yea....
this is so freakin embarrassing lor....
i m in a totally OMG ----- shocked status.... =x
cuz he's havin the same name as my dad mah....wat to do....of course will misunderstand one la...=x
i thought my dad was usin someone else's pic and lied to me to check on me....xD wakakkakakaka....
luckily i called him later....then oni realize it was 2 different ppl....just coincidence oni la...xD
scare dao me....lol ~
i somemore reply his sms wat u noe ?
haha....smart....wat if mummy know ??
aiya, something like tat la....xD
cuz my parents divorced mah....mummy wont let dad find me without her permission one....
sms me without her permission is lagi impossible la....so i thought my dad use other ppl pic just to trick me lor...xD
yea...yea....laugh all u want....okie ? had enough of laughter ?? xD
tat's all frm me ! =P shhhhh..... ;)
stupid exams....u noe....sometimes i really do wonder hu on earth created these damn exams.... how i wished tat someone had killed Albert Einstein, Isaac Newton....fellas like these....before they found out anything... see wat they did to our life ?? make our life miserable oni....exam time....study study n study....make us remember SOOOOOOO much of their theories oni....really "thank you" la....@~@ man....are they crazy or wat ? last time too free is it ? go n explore tis explore tat....and now we have to study wat they explored pulak....aiks ! horrible-nya ~~~ =S
i was busted !
arrggghhh....not my fault la ! gor saw xxx call me during night....around midnight time somemore...shit ! busted ~~ busted ~~ busted ~~ dead ~~ dead ~~ dead ~~
i can't believe this....ugh ! i just thank God that so far he still haven't tell aunty about IT....i can't imagine wat will happen to me if tat happen.... xxx confessed....infront of him ! basically, it's just like to him cuz he's the one listenin...O.O'' wat the..... yea , i noe...damn unbelieveable.... damn it ! the prob is i cant warn xxx about it...i wanna tell xxx that he's here edi....stop callin.... but mana tau his eyes so sharp....saw he's callin....he ans the phone....yea ! he took my phone ! how can he ?!?! wat rights he have ?!?!?! damn....i m so mad bout it....
phone confiscated....=S
and guess wat ? the worse is yet to come......=/
he took papers and started writing down questions that he wanna noe n asked me to translate it on the phone...wat the hell ?! so now he's tryin to control me too ?!?!? O.o'' great ! now xxx will never know tat he's actually talkin to my babysitter's son....swt ! i cant really hear xxx cuz he's listenin to him most of the time....so, my job is just the talkin part....well, he made me said lots of hurting words....great ! now he's tryin to make me feel guilty....kill me !
exam was a DISASTER....a total failure.... physic....i did quite badly.... not to mention chemistry...tat's worse ..... calculation part...i was totally blank....blur edi...watever tat i had learnt seemed to have ran away from me....watever tat i had read....they just...just...vanished into thin air.... GREAT....tis is just great ! i kept on thinkin bout the consequences i will receive when i reach home during the examination...can't even concentrate....i m oni doin question no 20+ and by tat time, i oni left back around 15 minutes....wat the heck ?! 50 questions leh....so i sped up like mad...didn't reallly read the question properly...just tried to spot the points.... today, i got a bit TOO EMOTIONAL during exam....
I CRIED...
yea, i cried...unbelieveable rite ??
why i cried ? because of the stupid exam question....
no, not because it's way too difficult or something....it's just tat the question itself remind me of something....something tat happened exactlly onto me....it just reflected the exact situation out...the moment i read that question...i knew i m gonna write tat for my essay in section B....
it was continue-ing story essay....
i dun member the question edi...let me go check...brb ~
aha ! found it... write a story begins with " i was not sure why, but she has stopped talking to me..."
goodness sake ! wat's tis ?? some kind of deja vu ?? O.O ~
i think bout it oni....my eyes started to fogged with tears....
i was so into my story....tat i really cried out....i can't believe it too...xD
depressed mode....
so dull.....
but i didn't manage to put in wat happened in reality to tat story cuz it's time consumin piece if writing....my first essay edi took up 1 hour ++ i m edi super late to start off my second 1....crap....i doubt tat i will have a good piece of writin now.....
i was thinkin on one word....and till after exam oni i manage to find out wat i wanna write....
i actually wanna say i hurled the cup to the mirror...but i forgotten the word hurl....i oni member something h and l....crap....so at last i wrote threw....ewwww....it ruin my essay ! lol ~ no la....not tat over la....but still doesn't sound tat nice edi lor...like i have some cacated grammar oni.... =(
at tuition, add maths teacher is just so funny...he's the damn perasan type of guy....but at the same time, hilarious...
he keep on askin the indian fella in our class to slim down and said lots of things criticizing that poor fella....sayin his tummy is drum ( aka....the fats ) and stuff....n giving him names like "a-ne"....xD everyone just can't help but laugh...wakakakakaa.....sorry for tat, but it's just difficult to control....don't u tink so....=P
he tends to say he has six packed abs... and when another dude in my class say he has seven....
my teacher of course dun like lor...very ?? ppl more geng then him mah...so say he's imbalanced one....tak normal punya org...he said lots of things criticizing him...the scene was HILARIOUS !
hilarious class....xD
as for eng class....teacher told us her life changing decission when we're learning bout "The Road Not Taken" ....her story was, well, interesting....it was about her n tis charming fella....details, u dun need to noe....conclusion, they din turn out to be together...=X oh well, maybe she did the right choice after all ~ go teacher ! and when we're doin our exercise...the girl behind me suddenly sneezes....so my eng teacher says bless u.... LOL ! the funny thing is ....another guy at back there...i dunno he jealous or wat la...wants the same attention frm teacher...so he aso fake a sneeze ...a sneeze tat's so fake....even a three year old can realize tat...oh wait...or is it a cough ?? aiya, i dun member liao la....watever it is.....it's either of it oni ...xD so teacher aso plaster on her akward look n say bless u too....wakakakkakakaka .... the whole class were laughing like MAD ~ haha....how i love tuition now ! ok....except the part when add maths teacher come walkin around checkin on ur work...see u noe how to solve a not....over all...it's ok....
the abc soup....
i love my pencil case ~ =3
bee's sticker ~ =P
i love the bread i brought frm there tat day .... =D
i bought tis ! =x
tis is wat happened to the sticker later....haha....on my book mark ! =P
handmade book mark....i draw one oh ! =)
alrite....tats all for today ! ;)
i can't believe this....ugh ! i just thank God that so far he still haven't tell aunty about IT....i can't imagine wat will happen to me if tat happen.... xxx confessed....infront of him ! basically, it's just like to him cuz he's the one listenin...O.O'' wat the..... yea , i noe...damn unbelieveable.... damn it ! the prob is i cant warn xxx about it...i wanna tell xxx that he's here edi....stop callin.... but mana tau his eyes so sharp....saw he's callin....he ans the phone....yea ! he took my phone ! how can he ?!?! wat rights he have ?!?!?! damn....i m so mad bout it....
phone confiscated....=Sand guess wat ? the worse is yet to come......=/
he took papers and started writing down questions that he wanna noe n asked me to translate it on the phone...wat the hell ?! so now he's tryin to control me too ?!?!? O.o'' great ! now xxx will never know tat he's actually talkin to my babysitter's son....swt ! i cant really hear xxx cuz he's listenin to him most of the time....so, my job is just the talkin part....well, he made me said lots of hurting words....great ! now he's tryin to make me feel guilty....kill me !
exam was a DISASTER....a total failure.... physic....i did quite badly.... not to mention chemistry...tat's worse ..... calculation part...i was totally blank....blur edi...watever tat i had learnt seemed to have ran away from me....watever tat i had read....they just...just...vanished into thin air.... GREAT....tis is just great ! i kept on thinkin bout the consequences i will receive when i reach home during the examination...can't even concentrate....i m oni doin question no 20+ and by tat time, i oni left back around 15 minutes....wat the heck ?! 50 questions leh....so i sped up like mad...didn't reallly read the question properly...just tried to spot the points.... today, i got a bit TOO EMOTIONAL during exam....
I CRIED...
yea, i cried...unbelieveable rite ??
why i cried ? because of the stupid exam question....
no, not because it's way too difficult or something....it's just tat the question itself remind me of something....something tat happened exactlly onto me....it just reflected the exact situation out...the moment i read that question...i knew i m gonna write tat for my essay in section B....
it was continue-ing story essay....
i dun member the question edi...let me go check...brb ~
aha ! found it... write a story begins with " i was not sure why, but she has stopped talking to me..."
goodness sake ! wat's tis ?? some kind of deja vu ?? O.O ~
i think bout it oni....my eyes started to fogged with tears....
i was so into my story....tat i really cried out....i can't believe it too...xD
depressed mode....
so dull.....but i didn't manage to put in wat happened in reality to tat story cuz it's time consumin piece if writing....my first essay edi took up 1 hour ++ i m edi super late to start off my second 1....crap....i doubt tat i will have a good piece of writin now.....
i was thinkin on one word....and till after exam oni i manage to find out wat i wanna write....
i actually wanna say i hurled the cup to the mirror...but i forgotten the word hurl....i oni member something h and l....crap....so at last i wrote threw....ewwww....it ruin my essay ! lol ~ no la....not tat over la....but still doesn't sound tat nice edi lor...like i have some cacated grammar oni.... =(
at tuition, add maths teacher is just so funny...he's the damn perasan type of guy....but at the same time, hilarious...
he keep on askin the indian fella in our class to slim down and said lots of things criticizing that poor fella....sayin his tummy is drum ( aka....the fats ) and stuff....n giving him names like "a-ne"....xD everyone just can't help but laugh...wakakakakaa.....sorry for tat, but it's just difficult to control....don't u tink so....=P
he tends to say he has six packed abs... and when another dude in my class say he has seven....
my teacher of course dun like lor...very ?? ppl more geng then him mah...so say he's imbalanced one....tak normal punya org...he said lots of things criticizing him...the scene was HILARIOUS !
hilarious class....xDi LOVE tuiton ~~~~ weee ! ^^
oh ya, sze...show u how's the abc soup colour...wakakaka....and i m totally influenced by sze now....i m addicted to mi sedap !!! ahhhhh ~~~~~~~ they's just ....just....just so.... SEDAP ?? lol ~~ xD i went out to buy baking stuff with cui for her mum....and i go and buy mi sedap...lol ....i can't believe tat i actually bought it....lol ....sze influence pf....then influence me....i wonder i will influence hu...wakakakka.... recomended to u too ~ =P very yummy !!! keke....X) we went to jusco n bought bread b4 tutiton....frm Bee's ~~ =P then i took out the sticker n sticked onto my pencil case.... =) and i din even realize tat sze actually took her's n stick onto my shirt....=S luckily at last took out edi....then now both of it was on my handmade book mark ~ X) 
the abc soup....
i love my pencil case ~ =3
bee's sticker ~ =P
i love the bread i brought frm there tat day .... =D
i bought tis ! =x
tis is wat happened to the sticker later....haha....on my book mark ! =P
handmade book mark....i draw one oh ! =)alrite....tats all for today ! ;)
happy mother's day to all the mothers on earth.... X)
awww.....i missed mummy ! =(
hmmm....how i wish i really can celebrate with her....i've missed soooooooooo many years of celebration edi....T^T * sob...sob...
my message to mummy :
" 妈妈， 母亲节快乐...
谢谢您这么多年以来的照顾...您是最好的！ 我爱你 ~ muackz ! "
=3
谢谢您这么多年以来的照顾...您是最好的！ 我爱你 ~ muackz ! "
=3
i wonder how's sze's celebration goin ??
sze ~~ do they like the cake ??? xD
waiting for the pic with filling on top....member send me ...and member to bring my cake ~ =P
ahhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~~~ my exam !! they're coming...shoo....shoo....go away...pls....i beg u !! =(
how i wish i can freeze the time....just like the movies do....=P
since today is mother's day....i bought aunty nanny something to eat lor....my mum aso say b4 mah....ppl take care of me...buy her something la.... X)
i have no idea y i felt so so so so so so so sleepy today...=S
i slept basically the whole day....=X
at church while waiting for mich's parents, i m sleepin....come back i continue sleeping....aiks ! i dun wanna become pig... =X
and i sleep till 6 something in the evening near 7 nite ! wat ?!??!?! how m i gonna sleep tonight ?! O.O''
i'm sleepy ~~~~ *yawn ~
freeze the time ~~ X)i chatted with ben yesterday....just a short conversation...n i reminded him tat standard 6 tat time i accidentally splashed him some water ... =X
sorry !!!!!!!
i didn't meant tat....itu suren's fault la !
hide hide hide....kena ben edi.... SUREN ! say sorry ~ xD
i member tat time i kena marah teruk teruk frm ben....=S so scary .... =X
i became so timid....dun dare to look at him edi....xD
then go home fast fast sms n keep on sendin him SORRY ~ hahahahahahaha.....
water splashing accident.... =X
sorry ben ~
i missed last time....so sweet...so fun ~ no worries....so rajin....xD
LOL ! really....i meant it....not to puji sendiri rajin...=P
the older we grow as time passes by....the more lazy we seems to get....
last time hor....when UPSR teacher give lots of homework aso we do without complaining 1....
somemore can finish 5-6 karangan in 1 day....
now hor....u wan us to do 1 karangan aso we'll keep on begging teacher not to give....
giving her the shocked expression " HAR ! "
and say.... " Cikgu.....dun la....kita banyak homework edi...."
true wat....not meh ??
and hor....u notice a not ??
when u r younger ...ur bag is much heavier...looked as if u brought bricks to skool....
now hor...the bag ....u wan it to be...the lighter the better !
macam tak de buku pun got ada orang bring to skool one.....
a teen's life ! should be relaxing ~ agree ??
TOTALLY ~ =P
we tend to bring "bricks" to skool....don't we ?? X)
wat they keep ?? i aso dunno....bottle oni gua....xD
is tis one of the difference tat will happen to u when u enter teenage life ? LOL ~ well, it seemed to be one to me....xD
hide hide hide....kena ben edi.... SUREN ! say sorry ~ xD
i member tat time i kena marah teruk teruk frm ben....=S so scary .... =X
i became so timid....dun dare to look at him edi....xD
then go home fast fast sms n keep on sendin him SORRY ~ hahahahahahaha.....
water splashing accident.... =X
sorry ben ~i missed last time....so sweet...so fun ~ no worries....so rajin....xD
LOL ! really....i meant it....not to puji sendiri rajin...=P
the older we grow as time passes by....the more lazy we seems to get....
last time hor....when UPSR teacher give lots of homework aso we do without complaining 1....
somemore can finish 5-6 karangan in 1 day....
now hor....u wan us to do 1 karangan aso we'll keep on begging teacher not to give....
giving her the shocked expression " HAR ! "
and say.... " Cikgu.....dun la....kita banyak homework edi...."
true wat....not meh ??
and hor....u notice a not ??
when u r younger ...ur bag is much heavier...looked as if u brought bricks to skool....
now hor...the bag ....u wan it to be...the lighter the better !
macam tak de buku pun got ada orang bring to skool one.....
a teen's life ! should be relaxing ~ agree ?? TOTALLY ~ =P
we tend to bring "bricks" to skool....don't we ?? X)wat they keep ?? i aso dunno....bottle oni gua....xD
is tis one of the difference tat will happen to u when u enter teenage life ? LOL ~ well, it seemed to be one to me....xD
my "twin" gila gila sikit edi....
tis two nite aso start the conversation with a gud nite....wakakkakaa ( talkin bad bout u ! ) =P
well, he's having the same old prob again...GIRLS....haih ! jia you oh twin ~ =)
u will just have to close ur eyes n endure with it edi la....go go go ~~~
ahem ! my warning to u first ah....
lastly, good luck ppl ~ ^^
tis two nite aso start the conversation with a gud nite....wakakkakaa ( talkin bad bout u ! ) =P
well, he's having the same old prob again...GIRLS....haih ! jia you oh twin ~ =)
u will just have to close ur eyes n endure with it edi la....go go go ~~~
ahem ! my warning to u first ah....
NO DRUGS
NO SMOKE
NO ALCOHOL
AND !
NO SELF-INJURY
that's all, promise k ?? :)
NO SMOKE
NO ALCOHOL
AND !
NO SELF-INJURY
that's all, promise k ?? :)
2 moro all form 5 exam le oh....加油 oh ppl....gambateh !! ;)
pray for u all....go ppl !! ltk ~~ gambateh aso oh... X)
pray for u all....go ppl !! ltk ~~ gambateh aso oh... X)
ku zailan's extra class was .... to be honest... BORING ~ gosh ! how i wanna sleep....struggling to keep myself awake....== today went to sze's house bake after ku zailan's extra class.... brought all the utensils over n even ---- the oven ....lol , yea....a little too over isn't it ?? xD
so freaking sleepy in his class....
we had two feelings :
- success as well as failure...yea...i noe....weird huh ? xD LOL ~ tat's cuz the apple pie cheesecake was successful ...BUT, the chocolate chip cookies were a total failure, a disaster...
we started off mixing all our ingredients....F.Y.I, butter tat's not really melted is really difficult to beat...=S take so much effort....but the result was quite satisfying though... =) we went to buy apple pie filling to add on top of the cake after it's done before going home...we went to the newly opened bakery shop... ( u can get everything u need to bake a cake here.... they have it ~ O.O ) besides buying apple pie filling, we aso bought some treat for ourselves...=P yogurt ice cream ! yummy yummy ~ =P it's really delicious...u should try it urself when u have the time too.... recomended to do so ~ ;)
the yogurt ice cream is something like tat ~ make ur choice...cone or cup...=)
it didn't appear to look like wat i expected it to be...
don't the white thingy look like taufu to u ?? xD
it may look a bit yucky before mixing everything...xD
and we kena tipu by chung....the lemon she gave us was....mostly spoiled....luckily there's still a portion that's usable and we oni need 1 tablespoon ....phew ~ thank god....*relief we create a mess on the table....xD hu cares...we'll clean up ! xD after making the base for the cake....i took the fork and poke holes....hahahha....finished edi...i took a look....and it looked like sesame biscuit....xD from far, u might tink tat's a sesame biscuit....just tat, it's size may be a "little" bigger....xD when the ingredients were well mixed and was beat till smooth....we poured in the mixed ingredients and took the apple slices and started arranging them on the crust ( the base ) ... and repeated the process a few times....so it will be like a few layer ~ =) finally, we put into the oven n wait for it to be baked....=P
the mess we created....xD
i told u it looked like a sesame biscuit ! X)
after blending....smooth edi...=P
before bake....can u see a bit bulge up thing ?? tats the green apple....xD
it smelled so nice ~ awwww.....X)
after bake ~ i love my apple pie cheesecake ! =3
it looked smooth when we put in...but a little bit of the sides was slightly burnt...cuz the apple slices are there....but it's ok ! we tested ! it's still nice...=P din hangus....dun judge it by it's look ! it smelled so nice....i wanna eat it ! but must wait till monday....=/ *patient sin yee...patient.... while waiting for the cake....we start off with our cookies...uugghh.....the bitter one...=S we followed the exact amount written on the paper....and it turned out bitter...wat the heck....next time dun follow too much ! they'll ruin ur effort.... i tink it's probably because too much amount of the cocoa powder tat it turned bitter...=S and when we mixed all the ingredients....it didn't became dough....it's still so powdery tat it wouldn't stick to one shape at all...easily broken kind....crap !
our apple pie cheesecake....not as hangus as the pic ok....it's very nice !
so we added in water and butter...and finally it became dough and we started shaping them....=P and decorated it with choco chips .... X) sze's making SHAPES....love la... star la... triangle... square... and the common circle...LOL ! for the first round....the cookies were burnt...i meant HANGUS....=/ T^T sob...sob....NO ~~~~~~~~~ *wail ewwwwwwwww..........disgustingly bitter....yaiks ! i suggest tat we eat it with sugar....i sprinkled on some and took a bite...well, it taste much better than without sugar....but it's still a bit bitter....and the bitterness just lingered inside ur mouth...not wanting to leave....yucks ! they suck....*vomit i cannot tahan....and end up drinking my water non stop.... so we decided to change the recipe a little bit....we added sugar on top for the second round....lowered the temp....and didn't bake tat long.... it end up much better.... =) even though ther's still a slight tinge of bitterness....but overall...it's OK .... =D cuz it's much sweeter now....hahahahahahaha....
my plate of choco chips....X)
okie....dun mind the look....
argghh....ignore the hangus 1....it's goin into the dustbin !
cui said it's not tat bad too ! xD so we named it ----- snow chocolate chip ! lol....cuz the sugar sprinkled on top made it looked like snow.... =P hehe.... LOL ! oh ya....sze's one and only star had a broken leg....awwwww xD lol....is tis wat we learn in form 3 science ? the process of REGENERATION ?!?! xD i ate quite a lot of the first round cookies ( the yucky one...bitter gila.... ) cuz dun wan waste mah....but at last i can't take it....too much of it....and it's too bitter...can't tahan... i dipped it with sugar....but still....the bitterness....arrgghhh...the taste ! it's not leaving ! =( finally, we had it dumped into the dustbin....wat to do....no 1 wants it mah.... so we had mi sedap after tat...which is quite sedap actually...=P wakakakaka....
second round choco chip cookies....much better....
own recipe ~ snow choco chip ! =P
sze's one and onli star was having a broken leg...xD ( a black patrick ?! XD)
starfish cookie under going the process of regeneration...xD
awwww.....i love mi sedap ! ;) deli-cious ~~~
lol ~ and guess wat we did later....we went to watch ...erm...quite childish show....xD hahaha.....it's on screen wat....so we just watch la....xD sleeping beauty n spongebob ! xD hahahahahah......yea yea....i noe...i noe...laugh la...laugh la...laugh as much as u wan la.... unbelievable, i can member the plot of the sleeping beauty story...their names ( some of them ) , wat they will do next....wat they'll say....hahahahahah.....oh ya ! tis is funny....we'rehavin tis conversation....and i said i m young then she asked back me "i m miang....??" and i said yes....cuz i heard she say young instead of "miang" ....wat the heck ! she asked me twice n i still heard young....and replied her yes...LOL ~ hearing prob....my ans, obviously,sets her off laughing more...xD hmmmm....tat time i was sharing cendol with sze....a bit too sweet....so i added some water...=P wah....today i ate so much....later sure gain weight lor....cham edi...=S go back ate spaghetti with mushroom and herb pasta summore....yummy but fattening at the same time ~ X~X
sleeping beauty ~
the evil witch ~
spongbob ~ =O
we ate cendol....but we didn't eat tis la...xD
spaghetti ~~ but not exactly same as tis pic la....
aunty Soo Lee went outstation ...away for 2 or 3 weeks....so i'll most probably be followin mich to church....
alrite...tats all for now...i wanna continue other work of mine.... =P keke...
so freaking sleepy in his class....we had two feelings :
- success as well as failure...yea...i noe....weird huh ? xD LOL ~ tat's cuz the apple pie cheesecake was successful ...BUT, the chocolate chip cookies were a total failure, a disaster...
we started off mixing all our ingredients....F.Y.I, butter tat's not really melted is really difficult to beat...=S take so much effort....but the result was quite satisfying though... =) we went to buy apple pie filling to add on top of the cake after it's done before going home...we went to the newly opened bakery shop... ( u can get everything u need to bake a cake here.... they have it ~ O.O ) besides buying apple pie filling, we aso bought some treat for ourselves...=P yogurt ice cream ! yummy yummy ~ =P it's really delicious...u should try it urself when u have the time too.... recomended to do so ~ ;)
the yogurt ice cream is something like tat ~ make ur choice...cone or cup...=)
it didn't appear to look like wat i expected it to be...
don't the white thingy look like taufu to u ?? xD
it may look a bit yucky before mixing everything...xDand we kena tipu by chung....the lemon she gave us was....mostly spoiled....luckily there's still a portion that's usable and we oni need 1 tablespoon ....phew ~ thank god....*relief we create a mess on the table....xD hu cares...we'll clean up ! xD after making the base for the cake....i took the fork and poke holes....hahahha....finished edi...i took a look....and it looked like sesame biscuit....xD from far, u might tink tat's a sesame biscuit....just tat, it's size may be a "little" bigger....xD when the ingredients were well mixed and was beat till smooth....we poured in the mixed ingredients and took the apple slices and started arranging them on the crust ( the base ) ... and repeated the process a few times....so it will be like a few layer ~ =) finally, we put into the oven n wait for it to be baked....=P
the mess we created....xD
i told u it looked like a sesame biscuit ! X)
after blending....smooth edi...=P
before bake....can u see a bit bulge up thing ?? tats the green apple....xD
it smelled so nice ~ awwww.....X)
after bake ~ i love my apple pie cheesecake ! =3it looked smooth when we put in...but a little bit of the sides was slightly burnt...cuz the apple slices are there....but it's ok ! we tested ! it's still nice...=P din hangus....dun judge it by it's look ! it smelled so nice....i wanna eat it ! but must wait till monday....=/ *patient sin yee...patient.... while waiting for the cake....we start off with our cookies...uugghh.....the bitter one...=S we followed the exact amount written on the paper....and it turned out bitter...wat the heck....next time dun follow too much ! they'll ruin ur effort.... i tink it's probably because too much amount of the cocoa powder tat it turned bitter...=S and when we mixed all the ingredients....it didn't became dough....it's still so powdery tat it wouldn't stick to one shape at all...easily broken kind....crap !
our apple pie cheesecake....not as hangus as the pic ok....it's very nice !so we added in water and butter...and finally it became dough and we started shaping them....=P and decorated it with choco chips .... X) sze's making SHAPES....love la... star la... triangle... square... and the common circle...LOL ! for the first round....the cookies were burnt...i meant HANGUS....=/ T^T sob...sob....NO ~~~~~~~~~ *wail ewwwwwwwww..........disgustingly bitter....yaiks ! i suggest tat we eat it with sugar....i sprinkled on some and took a bite...well, it taste much better than without sugar....but it's still a bit bitter....and the bitterness just lingered inside ur mouth...not wanting to leave....yucks ! they suck....*vomit i cannot tahan....and end up drinking my water non stop.... so we decided to change the recipe a little bit....we added sugar on top for the second round....lowered the temp....and didn't bake tat long.... it end up much better.... =) even though ther's still a slight tinge of bitterness....but overall...it's OK .... =D cuz it's much sweeter now....hahahahahahaha....
my plate of choco chips....X)
okie....dun mind the look....
argghh....ignore the hangus 1....it's goin into the dustbin !cui said it's not tat bad too ! xD so we named it ----- snow chocolate chip ! lol....cuz the sugar sprinkled on top made it looked like snow.... =P hehe.... LOL ! oh ya....sze's one and only star had a broken leg....awwwww xD lol....is tis wat we learn in form 3 science ? the process of REGENERATION ?!?! xD i ate quite a lot of the first round cookies ( the yucky one...bitter gila.... ) cuz dun wan waste mah....but at last i can't take it....too much of it....and it's too bitter...can't tahan... i dipped it with sugar....but still....the bitterness....arrgghhh...the taste ! it's not leaving ! =( finally, we had it dumped into the dustbin....wat to do....no 1 wants it mah.... so we had mi sedap after tat...which is quite sedap actually...=P wakakakaka....
second round choco chip cookies....much better....
own recipe ~ snow choco chip ! =P
sze's one and onli star was having a broken leg...xD ( a black patrick ?! XD)
starfish cookie under going the process of regeneration...xD
awwww.....i love mi sedap ! ;) deli-cious ~~~lol ~ and guess wat we did later....we went to watch ...erm...quite childish show....xD hahaha.....it's on screen wat....so we just watch la....xD sleeping beauty n spongebob ! xD hahahahahah......yea yea....i noe...i noe...laugh la...laugh la...laugh as much as u wan la.... unbelievable, i can member the plot of the sleeping beauty story...their names ( some of them ) , wat they will do next....wat they'll say....hahahahahah.....oh ya ! tis is funny....we'rehavin tis conversation....and i said i m young then she asked back me "i m miang....??" and i said yes....cuz i heard she say young instead of "miang" ....wat the heck ! she asked me twice n i still heard young....and replied her yes...LOL ~ hearing prob....my ans, obviously,sets her off laughing more...xD hmmmm....tat time i was sharing cendol with sze....a bit too sweet....so i added some water...=P wah....today i ate so much....later sure gain weight lor....cham edi...=S go back ate spaghetti with mushroom and herb pasta summore....yummy but fattening at the same time ~ X~X
sleeping beauty ~
the evil witch ~
spongbob ~ =O
we ate cendol....but we didn't eat tis la...xD
spaghetti ~~ but not exactly same as tis pic la....aunty Soo Lee went outstation ...away for 2 or 3 weeks....so i'll most probably be followin mich to church....
alrite...tats all for now...i wanna continue other work of mine.... =P keke...
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